lillian ♡
"he didn't want you to see me because he thinks i'm ruining my life and he doesn't want you to be like me." i said looking at my sister.
"but you're not messing your life up. you're happy aren't you?" she asked.
"i really am. i've never been this happy in my whole life." i said.
"then you're not messing anything up." she said and put her hand on mine.
"thanks" i sighed.
"i've always wanted to be like you, and dad isn't going to stop me. i've looked up to you for forever, lily." she smiled lightly.
and that made me so happy.
my whole life, i've always wanted a sister because i've only had an older brother and i wanted someone i could do makeup with, have fashion shows and talk about boys until three in the morning.
and i got her and her saying that made me feel proud of myself, proud to call her my sister, proud i could have this kind of affect on her.
"how about we go to the park with bailey." marissa asked.
"sounds perfect." i smiled looking down at my little angel in my arms.
he was moving around but not much. he's still only a few weeks old.
we got in her car and drove to the park.
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"hey, babe." i smiled walking in the hotel room.
"how was your day with marissa?" jack asked as he kissed me softly and took bailey and held him.
"it was nice." i said.
"what's wrong?" he asked.
"my dad's not coming to our wedding" i said and sat down.
we had a little baby crib thing, that's like a traveling one and he already had it up so he but bailey in there and walked over and sat next to me.
"what. why not?" he asked me seeing i was upset.
"he thinks i'm ruining my life, he doesn't support me and you. he wants nothing to do with me." i said looking at him.
"i'm so sorry." he said and i just hurried my head into his chest while he rubbed my back.
"it sucks" i said as i looked up.
"ever since i was little, i've always dreamed of my wedding day and my dad walking me down the aisle but now it's not going to happen" i said.
"i know, babe." he said and kissed my head.
"but i love you and i respect that he feels that way about me and i get it, i hurt you, i broke your heart a lot and i hated myself for it, i always did but i always made things right because i knew i couldn't live without you." he said. "i tried and i'm with you now, and i love you, lily and i want to marry you and raise more kids with you"
"you did and that's what made me fall for you more, jack." i said.
"i don't care how my dad feels about you, jack. i love you and that will never change, i'm going to marry you and be happy with you for the rest of our lives" i said looking into his eyes.
the eyes i fell in love with.
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my baby boy → jack gilinsky →sequel to my babygirl
Fanfictionthe start of motherhood for lily & jack may not be as easy as they thought it would be.. with a lot emotions getting in the way, overthinking everything.. 2nd book. sequel to "my babygirl"