lillian ♡
two weeks later and i'm still much in love with bailey. he's the absolute best thing that's ever happened to me.
i'm just so blessed to have such a beautiful family.
me, jack and bailey were gonna go to omaha for a week, we're leaving in the morning though.
bailey wakes up fifty times during the night so me and jack try and take turns with him during the night so the other one can sleep.
it's nice of us. it's an every other night thing.
one night i get sleep, the other night i don't get sleep.
but i don't mind.
he's my baby and i'd do anything for him.
♡
"marissa!" i exclaimed as i bright my little sister into a long and meaningful hug.
"i missed you so much!" she whispered into me.
"i missed you more." i said and pulled away.
"let me see." marissa said walking over to jack and taking bailey.
"he's precious" she smiled looking at him.
"thank you" i said. "where's dad?"
"he stayed back" she said.
jack walked next to me and kissed my cheek.
"we're home, baby" he whispered which only made me smile.
i couldn't help but smile.
i grew up here, fell in love here, got my heartbroken here.
this was and will always be my home.
marissa handed jack bailey and we walked with her back to the house.
although me, bailey and jack were gonna stay at a hotel because we have a crying newborn baby boy and we don't wanna keep marissa and my dad up all night with him.
we got in her car and she drove us back to the house.
we walked in. i saw my dad.
"lily. hi." my dad smiled lightly and brought me into a hug.
"hey" i said.
we pulled away a few seconds later.
"let me see my grand baby." he smiled and jack handed him bailey.
"hi" my dad smiled and played with him for a minute and lived on him which made me smile so i took a picture of them.
"i'm so happy you're here. i haven't seen you in so long oh my gosh!" marissa exclaimed and hugged me again.
"calm down, please mar." my dad said.
"sorry." she apologized.
"can we go do something?" she then asked looking at me.
"of course." i smiled.
"i'll go get ready. be back." she smiled and ran up stairs.
"i'm gonna go to the hotel so you can have some time with your family" he whispered.
"you don-" i stopped when i saw how my dad was glaring at jack.
"i'll call you later" i said.
"okay" he said and pecked my lips and walked out.
"what's up?" i said and sat down.
"here." he handed bailey back to me.
i smiled down and my precious baby that i fall in love with more and more everyday.
he lights up my world and makes me very happy.
i'm a mother now and its crazy to believe that but i am.
"good to see you" he said.
did he just say that? what the hell?
'good to see you'
"what's going on?" i asked.
"nothing" he brushed it off.
"okay then tell me why you hate jack" i said.
"i don't. he's been your bestfriend since you can remember." he shrugged.
"dad, you just gave him a death glare" i said.
"no, i didn't" he argued.
"do you not support us or something? are you not happy for me? please just tell me because i can't handle this anymore" i said raising my voice a little.
"he left you, so many times, lily and he hurt you every time but you went back to him and i don't like it" he finally said.
"dad, we love each other so of course we found each other again" i said.
"he hurt you. so i don't support it, i don't like him" he said.
oh my god, i can't believe this is happening.
"you don't respect my decision to be with him?" i asked.
"i don't. it's not gonna work out.. for me at least"
"your my dad, and you've always supported me and i can't believe you don't support my relationship and respect my life choices. i love jack, and not even you will stop me from being with him and it hurts that you don't like us." i said.
"it's how i feel" he mumbled.
"we're getting married" i said looking away from him.
"oh" he said. "i have work to do" he walked away.
i felt like i could cry, my own father doesn't support my life decisions.
i wished nothing more but for my mom to be here, because i knew no matter what life brought me and jack that she would support me all the way.
no matter how he hurt me in any way or what he did to me, she'd support and be by my side and she would be happy for me.
i have never in my life missed her more than i do right now.
"i heard everything" i heard my younger sister say from the staircase.
i'm fine.
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my baby boy → jack gilinsky →sequel to my babygirl
Fanficthe start of motherhood for lily & jack may not be as easy as they thought it would be.. with a lot emotions getting in the way, overthinking everything.. 2nd book. sequel to "my babygirl"