lillian ♡
it's been a few hours since i gave birth to my beautiful baby boy. i couldn't be any happier.
all the guys and zoey had left.
it was now just me and jack in the room with our baby.
bailey was in my arms at the moment and i was admiring everything he did. i never wanted to let go of him.
and when he held onto my little finger, it was the absolute cutest thing in the world and i couldn't get enough of him.
jack was watching too.
"i can't believe we actually have a baby." jack smiled.
"i know.. it's crazy." i smiled up at him.
just then, i heard the heavy door to my room
open. it always makes this loud noise.it's kinda annoying but it's fine. not the end of the world.
me and jack both looked up and when dillon walked into the room. i was shocked, surprised but happy to see him.
"oh my god" i said.
"can i take bailey for a walk?" jack whispered.
"yeah" i said and handed him bailey.
he was doing this so we could talk.
i have not seen dillon since the day before laura's wedding when we broke up.
"hey" he said.
i just smiled as he cake closer to the side of the bed where jack was once standing.
i just reached up and hugged him, tightly may i add because i missed him so much.
it's been four years almost since i last saw him.
and that is too long to be away from your best friend.
"oh my god, i can't believe you're here" i said when i pulled away.
he just smiled at me.
"yeah, i wanted to surprise you." he said.
"i've missed you, dillon." i said.
"i've missed you too, trust me." he said.
"what are you doing here.. in france?" i asked.
"i was on tour and i was here and i knew you were so why not surprise you?" he chuckled.
i just smiled.
but i couldn't help but feel guilty because of how we ended everything.
"no, don't do that" he said.
he always knew me better than i knew myself.
"i'm sorry" i said.
"no, no. don't do that, lily. look at you. you're with a great guy that really cares about you and loves you and you're happy.. you're getting married and you have a baby with him. you are happy and that's all i've ever wanted for you. i'm so freaking proud of you. you deserve everything. you deserve this." he said.
he has always been my best friend and i can't imagine living without him.
i just nodded. "thank you. for everything." i smiled and hugged him one more time.
"i have to go now but i'm so happy for you." he said.
i grabbed his hand. "thank you." i said one last time before he let go of my hand and walked out the door.
i can't imagine myself being any happier. i don't ever want this happiness to ever end.
but my phone started ringing.
it was marissa.
i picked it up.
"hey, mar." i smiled ear to ear because i haven't talked to her in a while.
i'm glad i am now.
"i heard my big sister is getting married!" she exclaimed.
"yeah, i am." i smiled at the thought.
"congratulations, lil. i'm so happy for you." she said and i could tell she was smiling
"thank you" i smiled.
"i wanted to come see you and the baby but dad won't let me. i'm sorry" she said.
"why not?" i asked feeling a bit sad because i wanted to see her and my dad.
"i-i don't know but he doesn't want me to see you" she sighed.
"i'll talk to him. jacks coming back so i should go" i said.
"okay, i'll talk to you soon, lily." she said.
"love you" i said before the call ended.
jack walked in the room.
"i hope you're not telling other guys you love them." he joked.
"only you." i smiled. "let me see my baby"
he handed bailey to me and i held him.
i couldn't get over just how much he looked like jack and how freaking precious he was.
i was in love with him. i'd always be.. i knew that.
jack sat on the side of my bed and held my hand.
"what's wrong?" he asked when he saw my face.
"my dad won't let marissa come see me. i miss her." i said.
"i'm sorry. i wish there was something i could do." he said.
"we should go there." i said with a smile.
"for now, you need to focus on staying in this bed with our baby." he said.
"i will."
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my baby boy → jack gilinsky →sequel to my babygirl
Fanficthe start of motherhood for lily & jack may not be as easy as they thought it would be.. with a lot emotions getting in the way, overthinking everything.. 2nd book. sequel to "my babygirl"