NOSE BLEED //:A BTS fan fiction

Dead

We all talk for a while and the boys start appearing one by one

Jin is speaking to me a lot more today and I can't say I'm not enjoying it

We sit in the dining room until it becomes full, it's been about 2 hours of talking nonsense

"we should train today, maybe hana could show us some things" Jin says, a little to excitedly

Everyone looks at me

"okay okay, I will" i say and everyone seems to look excited

I feel a presence beside me, I turn quickly to see jimin sat beside me, resting his head on the table

I jump a little

"you scared me, you pabo" I chuckle and he laughs a little

"sorry, I woke up and you weren't there, I may have gotten a little worried until I read your note" he mumbles so the rest of the boys can't hear

"I wouldn't just leave you like that" I chuckle and lightly stroke his hand

He smiles and sits up and yawns

"you should go back to bed, you look horrible" I joke

He fakes a hurt facial and holds his hand on his chest

"yah! So do you" he playfully slaps my arm

I laugh at him, I am actually tired

Maybe I should go back to bed

"I might actually go back to bed, your free to join me if you like" I say as I stand up

He nods and posts a little

"guys I'm going back to bed but I will be back to beat your as---i mean teach you some stuff" I joke

They laugh and say that I have till 1 pm

I look at the clock to see its 9:30am, that's plenty of time

We walk back to the room slowly as jimin talks about what they have been doing this whole time

Turns out the go out on runs and put themselves into great danger

I'm going to be a nervous wreck every time they leave

We lay down on the bed and I turn to him, ill ask him what's wrong

"are you okay? I know I asked earlier but Im worried about you" I turn to face him

He looks at me and sighs a little

"no I'm not, I haven't been for a while. I don't know what's wrong with me, I always feel down or angry but since you have come back I've been doing a lot better so I think it was just to do with grieving" he says as he looks at the ceiling

"i understand what you are going through, I've been through it enough times to know that It sucks. But I'm still alive, well kind of but I just want you to know that you can talk to me at any time and I will drop what im doing, even if you only want to tell me about your day"i give him a weak smile

He just nods and cuddles into me, this time I'm the first one to fall to sleep

.....................................

"hana?" I hear someone whisper and softly shake me

"mmm go away" I cuddle down more into the blanket

I hear them chuckle a little, I open one eye to see jimin looking over me with a smile

"your so hard to wake up" he says as he shakes me more