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He agrees and I pull him out of the dining room and all the way to my dorm room

I sit down on the bed and he sits down next to with a small weak smile

I just face forward and close my eyes

Just start talking

"I was pregnant" I just say

"what?" he manages to choke out

"Mrs Hill told me that because my body was still technically alive for 3 months I... I...." I begin to sob

He hugs me tightly and I can feel his tears drop onto the top of my head

"you don't have to explain.... I know" he whispers

I just sob into his chest

"I'm sorry" I whimper

He pulls away and looks me straight in the eyes

"hey, it's not your fault..... Its.... Its" his eyes begin to switch to red

I place my hands on either side of his face and wipe away his tears

He closes his eyes and shakes his head

"no, I'm sorry its my fault, I shouldn't have kissed you or even carried on, I'm so stupid now you are going this" he shakes me off and stands up

I grab his wrist

"please don't go" I sob

His eyes are glowing green and orange

He just shakes his head and shakes my hand away, his tears fall harder as he runs off

I flop back down onto my bed and begin to sob

I'm so stupid, I can't..... I can't do this

I hear a loud crash, I flinch and hug my pillow

I can hear loud shouting coming from the boys and V but I can't move

I can't face any of them

I can hear them trying to calm him down and stop him from doing anything stupid, I don't think I can even calm him down

Every becomes blurry and I feel a pain shoot through my head, I wince a little and hold my head

I can't stop sobbing, I don't know what to think

I begin to stand up but instantly fall back down, I let out a small sob and just roll into a ball

The door swings open and a bunch of people come in, I can't see or even hear who it is

I just lay there limp and lifeless

Someone picks me up and places me lightly on my bed, I just lay there staring at the ceiling for what feels like seconds until someone knocks on the door before anyone else can get there I shoot up and open it

It's Ara, the last person I want to see

"what happened" she says as she comes in, I just move to the side

"yes please do come in" I mumble

I look to see all the boys sat around the room, my eyes instantly land on V

His eyes are red and puffy, he's say on the floor with his back against the wall, he's just staring at the floor

"it's nothing, everyone is fine and that's all that matters" Jin says, a little annoyed, his eyes flash red for a second

"you have scared everyone and not to mention you have practically trashed the whole dining room, so you need to go and clean it up" she says and turns to face me

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