New Beginnings// WooYu

Chapter 5

Yuto POV
I was in Yuta's room on his bed crying my eyes out
Of course I didn't want to live with my mother. But I don't have anywhere to live now. My mother always hated me because after my dad died in a car accident she blamed me for it. It got worse when I told her I was gay. Just thinking of that made me cry harder. Where am I gonna live? How will I survive? I barely have any money. I started panicking.
"I'm 15 years old how can that sorry excuse for a mother kick me out of the house!!!?" I snapped, scaring Yuta. I sighed " I'm sorry Ta, I'm just so scared and confused. And panicking a little bit!" "It's ok To. You can always stay with me." Yuta said. Yuta's parents live in England and are mega rich. So they gave him this house. (more like mansion) "Really!? I love you, Thank you so much Ta!" I said pulling him into a hug. Just then I got a text message.........

Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, sadly I got my hopes up. I texted Wooseok the day after Valentine's Day. I asked him about the bracelet, he's like "thank you, I really appreciate it" and I responded with a "no problem". But than Wooseok dropped the bomb, badly. He said, "hey, I'm not going to play dumb or anything". When he said that i was hit with a lot of confusion. Then it all made sense after he said, "I know you like me". At that moment I was shocked and terrified. I quickly told him he can avoid me but he just had to say, "I'm not going to avoid you", I was just questioning, "why? why don't you just avoid me?" But he just says "I don't want to lead you on". What made me angry was when he said "I feel bad". At that moment I told myself He feels bad for me only out of pity. I immediately started apologizing for liking him but he kept saying "don't apologize" .
I got frustrated, for almost 2 entire months I tried to hide my feelings from Wooseok but he just had to figure it out on Valentine's Day of all days!!!! I was apologizing repeatedly, and said I can't do anything right. I swear all he could say was don't apologize and you did nothing wrong. But I did do something wrong, I MADE IT SO FUCKING OBVIOUS!!!!! Like always. I couldn't take the feeling anymore. I just started to cry, I let out soft inaudible sobs, not understanding the feeling I was feeling. I've never felt anything like it before. Not understanding the emotion I was feeling made me so frustrated and cry more. That night I cried myself to sleep, knowing I can't do anything correctly.
-Yuto