New Beginnings// WooYu

Chapter 18

Warning ⚠️ Suicidal actions in this chapter. If ur very sensitive to this then it would be advised to skip this.

                      Wooseok

Wooseok: I like you

Yuto: I have a boyfriend

Wooseok: I know but I just wanted to let you know.

Yuto: ... are you serious?

Wooseok: what?

Yuto: I have liked you since I first saw you. We became friends, and after you found out I like you, you turned your back on me. Ignored me. You made me feel terrible as if I did something wrong to you. AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME NOW THAT YOU LIKE ME ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! WHEN I GET A BOYFRIEND AM I SUDDENLY
MORE ATTRACTIVE TO YOU? I CANT BELIEVE YOU. You have NO idea how much you hurt me! Yanan makes me happy. I'm FINALLY happy. And now you just casually text me saying you like me. I'm sorry but that's bullshit

Wooseok: I- I hurt you?

You have been blocked

Yuto Pov
I'm crying again. I was finally happy. I haven't cried in two months. Damn you Wooseok. I can't believe him. I started crying again. Yuta is gone. He went to go visit his parents in England. So no one is home. Yanan said he was busy with something. Edawn, Kino, and Shinwon aren't answering my texts and calls. And Stray kids went on their first world tour so they're really busy too. I'm alone. All alone. No one to talk to and nothing to do.

I decided to get out of the house. I felt like I was trapped in a cage. With no way out. I took my phone and ear buds and went out and the door. I didn't know where I was going. And frankly I didn't give a shit. I just want to get away from reality. Be in a world where I'm loved and I'm happy. But for me that's impossible. Apparently I'm not allowed to be happy for more than 3 months. I walked to Shine cafe to get a passion lemonade. I walked in the shop and ordered. I waited by the counter when I saw a couple walk in. Yanan?
No that can't be him. He's holding hands with someone. He goes to our school. Yeo One?
I shook my head. There's no wa- he kissed him. That's Yanan. He just kissed that boy he's with. There has to be some misunderstanding. Maybe they're brothers. No that can't be right. I hung my head low. Maybe I'm just imagining it. "Y-Yuto?! What are you doing here?" That voice. It is him. I feel like I've just been stabbed a million times and then kicked in the face. I started hyperventilating. I'm having an anxiety attack. Shit. I hate my life. Everything was blurry. I looked up. Tears flowing from my face. Yanan let go of the boy's hand. "Yuto I can explain it's just that things were getting boring and-"  " AND YOU DECIDED TO FUCKING CHEAT ON ME? ARE YOU SERIOUS?" I slapped him. Hard. I grabbed my drink and ran out of the cafe. I ran back to the house. When I got a text message.
 
                   Wooseok

Wooseok: I'm moving to Japan. My mom sold the house. I'm leaving tomorrow.

I can't do this anymore. I can't do this anymore.

I ran to the kitchen.
I picked up the knife with a shaky hand. I cut 6 slits on my wrist, tears started staining the floor along with the blood dripping from my wrist.I was getting dizzy. I hit my head on the hard floor. Then Everything went black.

Sorry bout this. Just had to put it in there. Trust me things are gonna get better.