Chapter 12

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Yuto POV

Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, I'm slowly giving up... Giving up on life, I'm completely meaningless to life.

Dear Notebook,
Sadness... The worst kind of sad is not being able to explain

Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, it hurts, but it's okay... I'm used to it...


Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, the ones who notice the storms in your eyes, the silence in your voice, and the heaviness in your heart are the ones you need to let in... That's why I have you Baekyeol, you see me cry, you can feel my pain, and you help me get rid of that pain. <3


Dear Notebook,
No one notices your TEARS,
No one notices your SADNESS,
No one notices your PAINS,
But they all notice your MISTAKES,
It's true Baekyeol. Everyone does notice me for my mistakes, all the time.

Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, I'm so sad to cry, so I smile instead.

Dear Notebook,
Baekyeol, Am I not good enough for you? I am?? Thank you Baekyeol! At least I know someone thinks I'm enough for them.

Why am I crying? Why do I feel so empty, useless. I feel like something is clawing at my heart and soul. What's happening to me?

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