Yuto POV
What's happening to me
To Wooseok:
I... how can I say this? Mm.. for a very long time, I've Li...li...liked you
If I tell you this now, what will change? With your heart, nothing will change
Like a tree with roots that are too deep under
Like a flower that God has carefully made
Don't disappear, don't change
Even though I like you, nobody knows
Even though I see other boys, nobody's like you
I'm sorry for having no courage
You can Laugh at me all you want
I'm a loser who loves you
Yes, I'm a fool
To you, I'm a nuisance, I'm an outsider
But in this world, I only need you.
Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh
I'm only yours oh oh no
Na na na na na in the end, I'm
In front of love, I'm always a loser
I... how can I say this?
I still like you a lot
Why can't I say that? I'm like a defeated child
Mm... don't date anyone else
Don't do things that make my heart crumble
I am too much for you, who has no openings?
My empty heart is like an empty lot but my head is bursting
When did my heart become like this?
Even though I like you, nobody know
Even when I see other boys, nobody's like you
I'm sorry for having no courage
You can laugh at me all you want
I'm a loser who loves you
Yes, I'm a fool
To you, I'm a nuisance, I'm an outsider
But in this world, I only need you
Baby I'm only yours oh oh oh
I'm only yours oh oh no
Na na na na na in the end, I'm
In front of love, I'm always a loser
You become my memories, I get my strength just looking at you
The sky is shining, I hope my heart reaches you
Even if I don't say it, know know know
It's always you in my heart
I want to walk with the beautiful you
Everybody knows I have something to tell you
Listen to my heart but I get so nervous in front of you
Yes, love you loveyou love you
Like you like you like you
I love you
I'm a loser who loves you
Yes, I'm a fool
To you, I'm a nuisance, I'm an outsider
But in this world, i only need you
(everybody say) you and me
(my baby) close your eyes, what should I do?
(kiss kiss) butterfly
Now I'm
Always gonna shine in front of your love
Why do I feel so bad? Not like I feel guilty. Bad as in I want to hurt my self. I feel so mad at my self. Why can't you be attractive like everyone else. Why can't you be as smart or popular like everyone else. That's what my mind is saying. All my anxiety and stress and self consciousness are eating away at my mind. And I feel awful. What am I doing here. I don't deserve such kind friends.
I don't deserve anyone.
I paced around my room before breaking down in a corner. I cried and cried. There's no one home. I don't give a shit if I'm crying or not. I had to pour my feelings out. And crying is how you do it. I looked at my hands. They're shaking. My whole body is shaking. What do I do? What am I supposed to do? Is this normal? What's going on?? I took my phone out and opened YouTube. At least they can make me happy. I clicked on the video.
My life was rock bottom, an edge of a cliff
I'm walking in a dark tunnel
Cruel and fearful days
I'm enduring through alone
The classroom hallways get farther away, I'm on unfamiliar paths
I'm so unlucky
On this path I'm on
I don't even have a map
But I never want to turn around
It's a maze
Shedding blood sweat instead of blood tears, I comfort myself
People tell me this kind of suffering
Is just a passing storm
That if I want to succeed, even though I'm afraid
I need to set up a trap called failure
As I bit on the bait that is pain
I'm wandering
As I put away my tired wings of passion
My life was rock bottom, an edge of a cliff
I'm walking in a dark tunnel
Cruel and fearful days
I'm enduring through alone
I hold out my hand
But no one is there to grab it
I'm riding on my pain and my tears
As I try to escape above
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
There's nothing
No one to care or worry about me
Only cold words
Telling me to give up on my dreams
Those quitting words keep hitting my ear
Only despair grows
The hopeful sky only gets covered by other people's hands
I'm praying to live as I try to endure
With the piercing eyes on me
I'm going insane
Even if I succeed
I'll be someone's clown
So people tell me to give up on becoming a singer
I'm getting weak
But I keep pushing myself
My life was rock bottom, an edge of a cliff
I'm walking in a dark tunnel
Cruel and fearful days
I'm enduring through alone
I hold out my hand
But no one is there to grab it
I'm riding on my pain and my tears
As I try to escape above
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
I'm trying to look for an exit
Take myself out from being trapped in the darkness
I'm fighting harder, run away from this place
I'm on the hellevator, I'm gonna go up
I'm escaping from my dark past
Shining on my path ahead
Tiresome times that drove me crazy
I'm running so I can forget
As the bell of a new start rings
I got on, hold my hand
And take me to the penthouse, my hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
YOU ARE READING
New Beginnings// WooYu
FanfictionYuto has a big crush on one of the cutest guys in school. What happens when he falls head over heels for Wooseok? ⚠️ Warning: might contain suicidal thoughts /actions.
