Bestfriends//NBA Youngboy FanFic//

17.

~Carmen's P.O.V~

It's been a couple of days since the breakup of me and Kentrell and it still bothered me, I had to get use to the feeling of being alone and not waking up to his face in the morning. I caught myself a couple of times putting the pictures back up. I hadn't talked to anyone and I just wasn't ready to talk to anyone.

My mom said I should see a therapist, like I need another person to tell me what I already know and what I should've did. I snapped out my thoughts, I was holding my phone getting ready to dial kentrell's number. He still had nearly everything here and I was tired of looking at it. I dialed his number and put the phone against my ear.

He picked up on the third ring, I just woke him up I could tell by his voice. He didn't seem bothered that I had woken him since he hated when people did that. I was quiet I could hear a female in the background asking who it was, I looked down and took a deep breathe as I rubbed my stomach.

Kentrell: carmen? is everything ok?

Me: y-y-yeah everything is fine, I was just calling you for you to come get your things.....

Kentrell: I will be there in a couple of minutes... you think maybe we could talk

Me: I just want you to get your things...

I hang up the phone and groan, my stomach was huge and the stress wasn't helping, I threw my phone onto the bed and slipped on my sandals. I walked downstairs and turned on the tv, I sat down onto the couch and started flipping through the channels.

It was a sunday nothing was on really, the doorbell ringed as I stood up and waddle to the door and opening it. I came face to face with Kentrell, I missed his face and the smell of him I really did. He walked in and I see ben trail behind him. I close the door and hug ben tightly, seeing him was a relief he really made me happy.

Me: all your stuff is still upstairs, boxes are in the hallway closet...

Kentrell: *looks* alright *walks upstairs*

Ben: carmen

Me: hm

Ben: he misses you....a lot

Me: I dont wanna hear it ben, he wasn't missing me when he was fucking someone else, he couldn't even answer his phone...

Ben: I know but he really does love you even though he fucks up

Me: fucks up *shakes head* he just plain stupid it's like that fame is getting to his head, he never hurt me this much...friends should always stay friends and we broke that code

Ben: I know...but you guys do care and love each other and you both know it.

Me: do you want a sandwich *walks into the kitchen*

~Kentrell's P.O.V~

I was happy to see carmen call my phone but to hear the words she said broke me. I grabbed  box and took it into the room throwing my clothes into it. Once it's filled I push it into the hallway and walk back into the room. It was bare the pictures were missing, she took them down.

I looked at the trash can and saw them sticking out, I felt a pain in my chest as I walked over and crouched down. I grabbed one and stared at it, I lost the girl of my life. I swore I would never do it, my mama always told me that me and carmen was going to be together and when we did I needed to keep her.

I grabbed the rest of the pictures and stuffed them into the box. I carried them down, the living room was missing the pictures too, she wiped the place clean of memories. I walked into the kitchen and look at her, she turned and looked at me. I looked at her stomach, it was poking through her tank top.

Me: I packed everything

Carmen: ok

Me: where are the living room pictures...

Carmen: for what

Me: I just want them

She looks at me and puts down her bowl of fruit, she walks out the kitchen and outside. She opens the trash can and pulls them out handing them to. I grabbed them, I almost wanted to cry. She looked at me with no emotion, it hurt me behind those big brown eyes was hurt but she showed no mercy.

~Carmen's P.O.V~

I walked out the kitchen and opening the backdoor, what the hell did he want the pictures for. I opened the trash can and paused, we were smiling at the doctor's office. I grabbed the pictures and handed them to him, he grabbed them and looked at me. I couldn't show emotion towards him, that's all he got from me was emotion.

I pushed passed him and walked back into the house holding my stomach. Ben and Kentrell walked in, I stood against the wall looking at them as they took the boxes and put them in the car. Kentrell walked in and walked towards me, I looked at him as he placed a hand on my stomach.

Kentrell: when is the next appointment?

Me: I dont know

Kentrell: well can you let me know, so I can pick you up and take you

Me: mhm

He moves his hand and walks out closing the door behind him. I watch them pull out the driveway and speed off, I shook my head and rubbed my belly again. My appointment was next week, I didn't want him to come I couldn't deal with it.

My heart cant take anymore damage, he was changing and my feelings for him were changing they weren't the same anymore. I walked into the kitchen and put the dishes into the sink, after a while of watching tv I turn it off and walk upstairs and climb into bed. I pull my pillow towards me and grip it, every night I have cried. I couldn't go a day without a tear dropping.

It was like I was going through withdraw, I was sick nearly everyday and couldn't take it. I pushed everyone away they were either trying to talk me back to going with him or about the custody situation. I had to do something I just dont know what.

-Next Time-

Kentrell: why the fuck do I gotta hear from everyone your taking custody of the kids

Me: not like you care

Kentrell: I do care and always have carmen 

Me: you would rather sleep with a new woman everyday then be with the mother of your child.

-Also Next time-

Caller: is this carmen

Me: yes?

Caller: you need to hurry to st. johnese, he is in the surgery

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hey guyssss what's up so I need baby names. Also this book is about to end in about 4 chapter's and im thinking about making a sequel to the book but idk if it should be Bestfriends: Sequel or a different title. You should give me ideas for different books though like do you want another Kentrell book or whaat.

But no seriously I might update like 3 more times today but who knows. So who do you think is in the hospital her brother, Kentrell, ben?!? Stay tuned you dusty stank bitches. I am also #33 in feelings so yaaay. I did my nails today and made them shorter the they normally be but like I can type now.