"He want a down ass female but he fuck with these groupies and don't realize he had one for a long time" ~ Carmen
"She fuck with these fuck niggas and don't realize a nigga tryna show her right " ~NBA Youngboy
"Fuck the feelings, it's not worth losi...
I wake up to Kentrell's arms around me and him snoring. I roll over and stare him I always did this for some reason before he woke up I would study his face, it was something I did daily sounds creepy but it was just something. His eyes pop open and he frowns as he sees me staring at him, I giggle and smile.
Kentrell: why you just staring, I don't wanna see your ugly ass when I wake up
Me: shut up, I don't like your face either
Kentrell: but you stay looking at it
Me: that's why yo breath stank
Kentrell: and yours don't?
I looked for a comeback but just rolled my eyes and threw the cover off of me, he laughed as I stood up and grabbed his t-shirt. I slip it on as he looks at me and smiles, I walk downstairs into the kitchen and pull out some food and start cooking. Kentrell walks downstairs a couple of minutes later and sits at the table on his phone.
I walk over and sit on his lap as I look over to his phone but before I could see who he was texting he quickly moves his phone into his pocket and smiles. I frown as I stand up and walk back over to the stove taking the bacon out and sitting it on the plate. After the food is done I make me and Kentrell's plate and sit it at the table as he starts eating.
Me: so who were you texting?
Kentrell: nobody, why?
Me: it's like your hiding it, so who were you texting
Kentrell: like I said nobody....get out my business
I look at him after the words come out his mouth, I stand up and grab my plate walking into the living room and sitting down. I really didn't want to be around him he could really make people feel some type of way with the simplest words. My doorbell rings as I sit my plate down and walk towards it glancing at kentrell who was staring back at me.
I roll my eyes and open the door to see Ben, I jump on him and laugh. Ben could make me feel better he always did when kentrell did something stupid or I always went to him for advice. He smiles as he says hey to me and kentrell and walks into the kitchen to get something to eat.
Ben: man kentrell you got it good shit she making you breakfast when was the last time you got that from a female u fucked
Kentrell: man shut up *laughs* I mean I can get use to this you know *looks at me*
Ben: so how are you lovebirds
Me: ok
Kentrell: good I mean she mad cause I wont tell her who I was texting
Me: he put it away when I walked over there so what do you mean kentrell if it was me it would be different
Kentrell: I'm telling you its nobody I swear to god
Me: yeah ok
I scoff as ben looks at both of us and continues eating and laughs. I throw my plate in the sink and storm past kentrell who shakes his head. I go into my room and push my earphones into my ear and blasting my music. I didn't want to be bothered with kentrell right now, me and him have been dating for a couple of weeks and it was already heading south. My door opened revealing kentrell, he looks at me and walks in as he grabs some clothes and start getting ready.
He walks over and sprays his cologne as he sits down edge of the bed and starts to put his shoes on. I take my headphones out and sit them on the bed as I stare at him, he looks up and sighs as our eyes meet.
Me: where you going?
Kentrell: to the studio I'm going to go record some songs
Me: when will you be back?
Kentrell: I don't know maybe tonight or late tonight
Me: can I go?
Kentrell: no
I frown and roll my eyes as I shake my head, he leans in and gives me a kiss as he stands up and walks out. There was nothing to do me and him were bestfriends but now it seems like I'm just a bitch he cuffed and fucking, man shit changed it really did. It got me thinking a lot like is all these emotions even worth it maybe we should've stayed friends.
I stand up and look in the mirror, damn I'm stressing over dumb shit this nigga got me out here feeling different got me feeling insecure. Ian never felt like this and this shit gotta go, I'm not about to go through the same shit I been going thru with him.
