First Snow (Vocalist)

CHAPTER 12

Feelings

Matthew POV

"You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no
I followed, so taken
So conditioned, I could never let go

Then sorrow, then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
So afraid, I couldn't let myself see

That I could never be held
Back or up, no, I hold myself
Check the rep, yep, you know mine well
Forget the rest, let them know my hell

There and back, yet my soul ain't sell
Kept respect up, the best they fell
Let the rest be the tale they tell
That I was there, saying..."

Habang kumakanta siya ay hindi ko maalis ang mata ko sa kaniya.  Bakit kakaiba ang pakirandam ko. 
Bakit pagkasama ko siya sa bahay nila, sa amin at sa park ay hindi ko to maramdaman. Bakit pagnasa school at sa Luxzues ganito ang nararamdaman.  Nakakalito. 

"In these promises broken, deep below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So, one last lie I can see through
This time, I finally let you go, go, go"

Habang tumutugtug sila ay nagtatalunan ang mga tao sa para bang Gustong makawala sa mga problema nila.

Ganito ba talaga ang Epekto nila sa fans nila?.. 

Hindi ko  napansin na tapos na pala ang una nilang kanata. 

The next thing a heard is a slow rhythm of there music at pati ang pagtalon ng fans nila ay natigil sa rin sa pagtalon.. 

"I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I gotta keep tryin.      
Gotta keep my head held high."

Sa hindi ko malamang dahilan. I feel like I'm not staring to Jaea that I know. It's feela like she's different.

"There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb."

Ng tumingin ako sa paligid ko they all closing their eyes na para bang ramdam nila ang bawat lyrics ng kanta. 
Yeah it's sounds Over acting, but this is the real Trises like what they've said you can't judge them if you are not one of them

"The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,"

Ng tumingin ulit ako sa kaniya.  I saw it she is not the Jaea I know. This is not Jaea pero bakit ganon?  Why she's doing this? why she's trying to cover her true feelings?  Why Jaea?.. 

"There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb."