poetry: a girl who wonders

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oof...this is pretty bad but y'know...
i just copied it from my notes...bear with me :))))
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poem/song lyrics

i hate life for all the wrong reasons.

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life is way too short.

there's not enough time.

i wanna travel

i wanna explore.

please, just let me look around.

let me write a book

have it published,

to make it finished.

stop procrastinating.

stop fantasising.

snap to reality

make those dreams true.

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we all die one day.

not knowing when or how

just let me keep this vow.

a vow of reaching out there,

screaming like a bear,

fighting like the air.

please, just make this fair.

i don't know where.

i can't see, beware.

beware of /me/.

i can't go on.

i only yawn.

i'm bored.

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wasting life,

waiting for something to happen.

but nothing will.

because i won't let it.

life is sucky.

people die for this.

laugh for this.

cry for this.

they wonder about this

and they ponder about this.

they speak up about this.

.....they hide from this.

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why, life?

why do you make them

make me

make us

make everyone so down.

stop.

stop doing this.

stop bringing beautiful people down.

bring them up.

help us...please.

make this life worth living.

we don't have much time

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anxiety, inequality , insanity

depression, obsession, aggression

are we messed up?

right in the mind?