Suicidal Love

Chapter 2

Present Day...

January 6th..

Sam's POV

Thoughts: Dang.. Its been 5 months since i met William. I made a friend for once in my life... *BELL RINGS* *Sam sits up confused* "Samuel class is over." "S-Sorry!" *Sam gets his stuff runs out of the classroom and hits right into someone* "O-Oh my g-god, I-I'm so s-sorry!" *Sam looks up to see Jacob the school bully and middle best jock* "Stupid emo!" *kicks Sam* "O-Ow.." "Cry pretty boy." *punches Sam* "W-what?" *grabs him to make him stand up and punches him* "We all know your gay for William. I'm telling you to stay away from him." *BELL RINGS* "I-I'm N-not g-gay!!" "Thats end bell. Your coming with me. And sure your not." *Jacob grabs Sam's hand and leaves to get into his car* "Don't buckle." *Jacob drives to his house*

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-Rape/moaning/abusive context-

"W-Why am I-I he-" *Jacob pulls Sam into his lap and kisses him* *Sam is shocked* *Sam trys to move away but Jacob smacks his ass* *Sam Moans* "Your gay, now i know, or else why would you moan?" "I like the pain..."*Sam whispers* *Jacob puts his hand on Sam's crotch* "Uh~ D-Don't" *Jacob licks his lips* "Your gonna be fun to play with." *Jacob gets out of his car and takes Sam to his room* *Jacob starts sucking Sam's neck* "Mmm ah~" *Sam moans, putting his arms around Jacob's neck in the heat of the moment "Mmmm~ i found your sweet spot~" "N-No Ah~" *Sam bites his lip* *Jacob rubs Sam through his jeans* "Ahh~ N-No S-stahhp~" *Sam cries* "If your not gay for William then your going to play with me." "N-No p-please!" *Jacob rubs faster* "You don't have a choice pretty boy." *Sam moans* "N-No..." *Sam cries* "If your gonna cry I'll give you a reason." *Jacob takes off Sam's jeans* "N-no! Stop!" *Sam cries* *Jacob slaps Sam* *Sam stares at Jacob* *Jacob rubs Sam through his boxers* *Sam moans&cries* "N-No... s-stop..." "You are gay aren't you~" "N-No! I-I'm straight!!" "Then why do you keep moaning?" "Because your doing stuff anyone would moan from..." *Jacob takes off Sam's boxers* *Sam cries* "P-Please d-don't..." *Jacob punches Sam* "Shut up pretty boy. You deserve this anyway, Don't you agree?" "...." *Jacob slaps Sam* "Answer me!!" *Sam nods reluctantly* "Talk!!" "Y-Y-Yes. I-I d-deserve it." *Jacob takes off his pants and boxers* "Suck me off~" "N-No! P-please..." [ Message to Sam: {William: Hey Sam!} "Your going to either suck me off or its gonna hurt alot." "N-N-No." *Jacob forces Sam's head deepthroating Jacob* *Sam gags* *Sam cries* *Jacob moans* "Stop crying!" *Jacob moves Sams head up and down* *Sam cries* *Jacob moans* [ Message to Sam: {William: Sam are you there?} *Jacob takes Sam off of him* "Your face is hot." "W-W-What?" *Jacob kisses Sam* *Sam squirms and cries* *Jacob pulls Sam's hair* *Jacob pulls away* "Stop crying pretty boy." "...." *Jacob turns Sam around* *Sam cries* "D-D-Don't P-p-please!" "Sorry pretty boy. Not really, but you have to prove you don't like William." "C-Can't I s-say I d-don't because I-I don't?" "Not good enough for me." "I-Isn't there a-another way?" "Nope." *Jacob pushes into Sam* *Sam screams* *Jacob covers Sam's mouth and kisses his neck* *Sam cries* "Shhh. Your fine~ And tight." *Jacob thrusts hard&fast* *Sam cries and sucks on Jacob's fingers* *Sam screams* "You'll learn to like it~" *Sam whimpers* *Jacob goes deeper* *Sam screams and cries* *Jacob moans* "So tight~" *Sam cries* "Don't you like it?~" *Sam cries* *Sam shakes his head No* "Maybe your not gay." *Jacob finishes and moans* "Fine, i believe that your not gay." *Jacob pulls out and throws Sam to the ground* "But your still a little emo kid." *Jacob kicks Sam a few times and makes him get dressed* "Okay you can leave." *Sam nods and runs out of Jacob's house and runs home* *Sam stares at his house* Thoughts: I don't want to go home... *Sam grabs his phone* [ Message to Sam: {William: Sam???}"..."{Samuel: Hey...}{William: SAM!! Where were you??} {Samuel: Not important. Can i come over?} {William: Yeah sure, you okay?}{Samuel: Yea.. gonna do something real quick then come over, is that alright?}{William: Yes, What are you going to do tho?}{Samuel: Gonna do something then make sure i have my backpack.} *Sam grabs his razor blade out of his backpack* *Sam sits in his yard in a little hiding spot he has in the bushes* *Sam takes off his jacket and rolls up his sleeves*
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*Sam cuts his arms 6 times perfectly the same way on both arms and cuts his wrists* *Sam moans softly* Thoughts: Idk why i moaned, Is that a pain kink... *Sam rolls up his sleeves and puts on his jacket* *Sam sighs happily* {Samuel: coming} *Sam starts walking to William's house* *Sam gets to Williams house as he's bleeding out* *Sam knocks*

No One's POV

*William opens the door* "Hi Sam! Come in, Come in!" "H-Hi." "You okay Sam? You seem, Violated or tainted.." *Sam looks into Williams eyes as he tears up* *Sam hugs William and cries* *William hugs back* "What's wrong Sam?" "J....Just.... D-D-Don't... leave me..." "Why would I leave you?" "...." *Sam cries on William* "Here Here, Let's go inside." "O-O-Okay." *Sam&William go to William's room* *Sam cries into William's chest* "Are you okay Sam?" "...." *William holds Sam close* "W-William..." "Yes?" "May i do something... I'm just... i don't want you to leave me.." "Will it make you feel safer?" "honestly yes..." *Sam continues crying into William's chest* "Do what makes you happy Sam." *William smiles* *Sam puts his arms around William's neck* "Don't hate me..." "Why would I?" *Sam kisses William* *William kisses back* *William holds Sam close* *Sam falls back onto William's arms* "Sam? Are you okay?" -Sam's jacket sleeve falls down making his shirt sleeve thats soaked in blood visible- *William sees the blood and panicks* "Sam!! What happened??" "...." *Sam stares into Williams eyes* "Nothing." "Sam..." "Let me see..." "What! N-No!" "Sam..." *William pulls Sam close to his chest* "Please... I want to help..." "...." *Sam bites his lip* *Sam pulls away* *Sam sighs* "Y-You S-Sure?..." *William nods* *Sam sighs* "O-Okay..." *Sam takes of his jacket then his shirt and hides his arms behind him* "Sam... Let me see..." *Sam looks into William's eyes* "Will you hate me..." "Never." *Sam shows William his arms* *William gasps* "Sam..." *William kisses Sam's wrists* "I'm going to bandage these..." "N-No! P-Please... i-I like t-the pain..." "Sam.. Please?" "I can show you the pain" "S-Sam?" *Sam sits on William and sucks his ear* *William moans* *Sam bites his ear softly* *William moans* *Sam moves William's shirt and bites his shoulder* *William moans louder* "Ah~ S-Sam~" *Sam bites his lip* "That was h-hot..." *trys to whisper but forgets* *William blushes* "See, Pain feels good." "I see Sam, Can i make you feel good too?" "I-I W-Wha-" *William pushes Sam down on the bed and licks his neck* *Sam moans* *William bites Sam's neck* *Sam moans loudly* "Ahh~ William~ Mmm.." *William licks the spot and blushes more* "Will you tell me why you cried..." *Sam sits up and pushes William down and cuddles with him* "...." "Sam? Would you?" *Sam sighs* "J-Jacob forced me to sleep with him and suck him off and he kicked and punched me and kissed me... He was trying to get me to prove i don't like you, Or that I'm not gay." "..Do you not like me?" "W-Well U-Uh, I-I l-like you I-I just d-didn't want y-you to h-hate me..." "But I'm gay and like you, Why would I hate you?" *Sam blushes* "Urgh i want to kill him!" "Its okay William.." "Its not! He hurt who i love!" *Sam&William Blush* *Sam kisses William softly* *William kisses back and holds Sam close* "Better wrap my arms up... I think i got blood on you.." "Its okay." *William licks Sam's wrist* *Sam moans quietly* "Ill get the bandage." *William goes in the bathroom and grabs bandage* "Got it." *Sam was getting his pants off* "I-I wanted to sleep in no pants.." *Sam turns red* *William giggles* *William gets on the bed and wraps Sam's arms* "Your so cute!" *William takes his pants off and gets under the blankets and snuggles with Sam* "I-I love y-you William.." "I love you too Sam."