i grabbed mounds of clothes, undergarments (bras and underwear) and a couple pairs of shoes and stuffed them into a large suitcase.
who knew how long it'd be until someone found out what ethan did, and i'd probably be taken in for covering up a crime but i don't care, i'd do anything for him.
i grabbed the large suit case and hauled it down the stairs, we planned on packing everything up and moving to mexico. we'd get new identities and start a whole new life, not gonna lie, i'm gonna miss cris and jas so fucking much, but if i told them what happened or where i'd be going what if the police go to them, i can't risk it, for their sake and mine.
ethan was waiting in his car, he'd already packed and gotten his passport, i had mine also.
we hopped into his black truck and hit the road, we drove to new jersey's airport and planned on booking the next flight to mexico.
we sat in the airport awaiting our flight to begin boarding before we looked up to the t.v. and saw ethan and i's faces on the lead headline
"fuck." i looked over to ethan
"we gotta get outta here."
we exited the airport surprisingly not getting caught but now where would we go.
i began getting overwhelmed
what the hell am i doing? i thought to myself
i placed my hand onto my forehead and contemplated if this was really worth it.
risking my whole future for him.
it was worth it, anything is worth having ethan
i took deep breaths and look to ethan, we sat in his car in the airport parking lot
"ethan what are we doing?" i asked in a worried manner
"i don't know, and if you wanna leave i totally under-" i cut him off by bringing. my hand to his jaw and pulling his face to mine, i placed my lips on his and stopped him from rambling
"hey," i looked into his dull hazel eyes, they looked so tired and worried, my heart aches for the beautiful boy in front of me, "i'm doing this because i love you, okay?" i assured him
"okay." he said calmly, taking in a big breath and releasing a deep sigh
"why?" he questioned
"why what?" i responded looking at him only to get a side profile since he was looking down fiddling with his bruised knuckles.
"why would you risk your entire future just for some guy you just met, it doesn't make logical sense." he sighed
"it makes complete logical sense, i'm doing this because i love you, and i don't know how many times i have to say i love you until you get it. i'm doing this because you make me feel a way no one has made me feel before, it's like, when i'm with you i'm high on life and i love that feeling." i said meaning every word, i didn't even realized i teared up a bit.
"i love you so fucking much." he breathed. he placed his hands on either side of my hips and bought me onto his lap.
he placed his large, calloused, warm hand onto my cheek and looked into my light brown eyes, before brushing his lips over mine, he finally connected them completely, but this kiss wasn't filled with list and desire, it was filled with something else;
love.
i bought my hand to the nape of his neck, rubbing it lightly, he chuckled into the kiss and wrapped his arms around me.
we sat there. for a few minutes, admiring each other's features and just enjoying the others presence before snapping back into the sad reality.
ethans phone began ringing, 'little bro' flashed over the top of his screen, but ethan let it ring out
"we should get rid of these." ethan help up his phone, "they might be able to track us."
"you're right." i sighed, i love my phone and i didn't wanna give it up, but i'd much rather give up my cell phone than give up ethan.
i dropped my phone out the window after deleting all my texts, contacts and pictures. ethan did the same and ran over both our cells.
i was high on life, i didn't know where we were going but it felt so good to feel free and not care about anything.
i let my hair flow wildly in the wind.
"holy shit we're fugitives." i said, ethans face morphed to a evil grin.
"we can basically do anything we want, as long as we're on the low." ethan spoke, looking over to me
we continued down deserted new jersey road.
"pull over." i said, ethan pulled the truck over, the engine turned over so i knew he stopped the car, we used this car instead since everyone knew what ethans car looked like
even though we're fugitives, i felt the best i've ever felt. i felt like i was on top of the world
i climbed over into ethans lap and locked my hands in his hair, i looked deep into his eyes, and smiled at his darkened pupils and pressed my lips softly to his.
"we need to check into a hotel room, like now."
"why's that?" he questioned, smirking
"if we do get caught there's one thing i wanna do before that." i spoke softly. "when we had sex, we weren't making love." his eyes looked deep into mine
"let me make love to you." he spoke softly
my heart race began to pick up.
i climbed off him, before my hormones got the best of me
"drive." i demanded hungrily
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hey rats
soooooo um, cute chapter? nope
idk what to say im-
anywayy
vote for the mf chapter
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mWAH !
