Can't risk it.

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I had decided for something a bit more lively tonight, I wore a skater skirt and a T-shirt tucked in. I just finished lacing my docks before bouncing up, I felt a lot better now that I had someone to talk to, that someone being Ashton. I was just relieved that someone knew so I didn't have to lie to everyone, I could talk to Serine, she was always good with advice.

Deciding that I hadn't called her in a while, I promised to do it after the show.

Hearing the intro from Kayla, I made my way onto the stage, hearing the loud applause throughout the whole room.

I glanced to the side to see Luke watching, I swallowed a lump in my throat and gave him a smug smile before turning back to the crowd.

"This ones called How To Be A Heartbreaker" I shouted, waiting for my cue to begin singing.

Rule number one, is that you gotta have fun,

But baby when you're done, you gotta be the first to run

Rule number two, just don't get attached to,

Somebody you could lose

So le-let me tell you,

This is how to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like a little danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

How to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like the look of danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

At least I think I do!

Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you

Rule number three, wear your heart on your cheek

But never on your sleeve, unless you wanna taste defeat

Rule number four, gotta be looking pure

Kiss him goodbye at the door and leave him wanting more-more

This is how to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like a little danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

How to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like the look of danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

At least I think I do!

Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you

Girls, we do, whatever it will take

Cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break

In two, so it's better to be fake

Can't risk losing in love again babe.

This is how to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like a little danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

How to be a heartbreaker

Boys they like the look of danger

We'll get him falling for a stranger, a player

Singing I lo-lo-love you

Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you.

At least I think I do!

I let out a deep breath once I had finished, waiting for the clapping to finish before introducing 5 Seconds Of Summer.

I grabbed a bottle of water, smiling at Ashton when he passed me, Luke looking confused behind him.

Luke shoved past me, I rolled my eyes though on the inside it hurt. Not physically, just mentally.

I had no choice, telling the others would mean they are in danger too, telling Ashton was risky enough.

I wouldn't risk hurting them, I won't.

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