As soon as I stepped foot into the bus everyone fell silent.
"No continue talking about me, I'm not sticking around" I snapped.
"We were just talking about your mood swings" Kayla starts, a vicious smirk on her face.
"The boys were just telling Luke you are a waste of time" she finished.
I shrugged "Can't say I disagree" was all I said, the boys avoided eye contact.
"But next time, if you have a problem with me, grow a pair and say it" I rolled my eyes before retreating to the bathroom.
The constant buzzing of the shower did everything but soothe me and I ended up feeling more agitated then I had when I started.
After washing my hair I shut off the water and quickly dried myself.
I was relieved to see the boys had gone out with Kayla, I decided now would be a good time to start a song.
I grabbed my songbook and guitar before trying out a few chords and testing out some lyrics.
"Don't do love, Don't do friends, I'm only after success. Don't need a relashionship, I'll never soften my grip" I started, stopping to scribble down some more lyrics and continuing that pattern.
I glanced at the clock to see it was almost midnight, I started to wonder where the boys had gone before shaking away the thoughts and pulling myself off the couch and dragging myself to my bunk.
I hopped up and shut the curtain, trying to sleep but to no avail,
I was tossing and turning all night.
