As I finally got up I started walking back, hoping it was the right way.
Relief went through me as I heard cars, I walked faster just wanting to get some sleep.
I walked through the streets and cringed when I saw myself in a window of a shop.
My hair was a mess, I had mascara everywhere and I looked sickly pale.
'At least I won't get reconized' I thought bitterly.
Eventually I made it to the bus which had tons of girls in front of it.
I pushed my way to the security guard and he shoved me back.
"Look I said no one is allowed in here" he growled.
I looked up at him "It's me" I croaked, my voice dry from crying.
He widened his eyes and nodded quickly before letting me in.
There were shouts of protest from the fans outside as to why he let someone else in.
Once I got in I saw Luke pacing, Michael tapping his fingers, Ashton had red eyes, Calum had his head in his hands and Kayla sat there, looking bored while picking her nails.
All heads snapped to me and everyone took a sharp intake at my appearance, even Kayla looked slightly shocked before rolling her eyes and going back to her nails.
Ashton was the first to reach me, He let out some kind of strangled cry before embracing me, soon Michael and Calum joined. This time I let them, too drained to argue.
They eventually pulled back and Luke stared at me for a moment before quickly hugging me tightly, I found myself hugging back after a while.
As soon as he stood back I was questioned.
"Where were you?"
"What happend?"
"Are you okay?"
"Did someone hurt you"
"It doesn't matter" I said quietly.
"PEOPLE HAVE BEEN WORRIED AND LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU AND YOU THINK IT DOESN'T MATTER" Luke shouted.
"I AM SO FUCKING SORRY BUT I DON'T REMEMBER ASKING YOU GUYS TO GIVE A FUCK!" I screamed back, my voice broke and I had to surpress a pained look.
"Can you guys shut up and talk tommorow, I need my sleep" Kayla scoffed, before leaving the room.
I pushed past the boys mumbling, "Talk to you later"
Though I plan on avoiding this conversation as long as I can.....
