"Up, up!" I heard a voice said, I sat up and glared at my best friend Serine who was standing by my bed with her arms crossed.
"What?" I snapped, I had just fallen asleep and now I'm fucking awake again.
"Dreams?" her tone was softer this time, almost sympathetic.
"What's new" I sighed, sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Well your manager called, she wants to see you" Serine said before smiling at me and leaving the room.
I stood up and walked into my bathroom only to cringe once I saw myself in the mirror.
Shallow skin, Bony figure, sunken eyes. A shadow of what I used to be.
I opened the cabinet underneath the sink and pulled out my pills before popping two into my mouth and swallowing dry.
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I shook my head trying to shake it away.
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"No, NO NO NO NO!!" My words got louder and I cried out at the sudden pain in my head.
"SHUT UP!" I screamed, smashing my fist against the mirror.
"TAITIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" Serine cried, pulling me backwards.
I ignored her and tried to calm down, signing in relief when the voices stopped.
"Do you want me to cancel?" she asked quietly.
"I'm fine now" I assured her, and for the most part, myself.
I got back up wiped the sweat from my forehead, "Just get dressed" Serine sighed before going downstairs.
I took a quick shower and got dressed and then we were off in the tinted car so we would not be noticed.
I stayed silent and just listened to Faye and Serine talk, From what I could see of outside it was sunny as usual.
People walked by quickly, all in a rush at work hour.
I saw a old woman with a baby in her arms crying, the baby was mainly covered but didn't seem to be moving as we got nearer to managment's building I realised that the baby was dead.
Tears welled in my eyes as memories flooded back, 'get yourself together' I thought.
"Hello Taitiana" Jane said, I nodded in aknowledegment but stayed silent.
Serine and Faye waved to me and sat outside in the waiting room as I followed Jane to her office, except this time it was a different room.
There was a long desk accompanied by chairs at each side in which five were accompanied.
Four teenage boys and an older looking man, I studied the boys for a while, The first had dark hair and thick eyebrows, he seemed to be the most muscular. The second had hair sticking in every direction, with many colours and seemed kind of punk. The third has very dark blonde or maybe really light brown hair. He seemed to be smiling the most with dimples in both cheeks. The fouth, there was something about him that caught my eye, He had blonde hair that was styled in a quiff, he seemed to be the tallest of them all even if it was only by a few inches.
He wore a Nirvana shirt with black skinnies.
I found myself staring only to soon be put out of my daze when I noticed he had said something.
"Uh, what?" I scolded myself for sounding so stupid.
"You're kind of staring at me" he said awkwardly.
I scoffed and replied "Not much to stare at"
Aren't I a bundle of joy?
