Not a request. I'm just an angst lover little shit and got this idea. If you don't like bad ends, just imagine this doesn't have a Pt. 2 XD
Pic above is own edit because it's impossible to find sad fanart about Cecil. He was smiling on the one I edited from too. XD
Okay so...
HARD ANGST AND DRAMA LAMA WARNING GRAB THE TISSUES-
Oh wait I'm a trashy writer so
Eh... Anyway enjoy I guess :P
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After clearing up everything from the past, Cecil and [F/N] lived in a happy relationship for almost 6 months now. Cecil was even thinking about how should we propose- he even asked for advice from Camus. The only advice he got was a whack on the head and that "your so called relationship is far too young to be turned into a marriage".
In short, they couldn't be happier. Not one thing could break them apart, not one thing could ruin their happiness.
At least, that's what Cecil thought.
But things seemed to change.
[F/N] started acting off. Very, very off. She was still smiling and cheery, but it could be clearly seen that was forced. Big, dark bags grew under her eyes and she turned so pale that even Snow White could've been jealous of her. She often disappeared for a day, and she went to the bathroom abnormally often.
Cecil was extremely worried. He had no idea what was wrong with her love. He often asked the other STARISH members, but they said they didn't know and eventually ended up on the condition that she must be pushing herself too hard. Cecil, being his senpai, tried to give less work for her, but that didn't change anything. She looked worse and worse every single day, and the rest of STARISH started to worry too.One day, Cecil was in the Master Course, playing his flute, but he set the instrument down as the door opened with a click and his girlfriend entered.
"[F/N], sweetheart, you're here." he smiled at her, but his smile quickly disappeared as he glanced at her. She looked worse than ever. She was stumbling, she was pale as a ghost.
"Cecil..." she breathed out, but it barely could be heard. She gulped, she looked like it was so hard to press out the words. "I... love you..."
"[F/N]?" Cecil mumbled, but soon widened his eyes and ran to her side as her trembling, weak body collapsed on the floor and her eyes closed.
"[F-F/N]!"he screamed and shook her. "Oh my god, [F/N]! Can you hear me!? Please princess! Come on! Open your eyes!"
He hugged her lifeless body to himself as his lips trembled from the held back tears. "Please...." he whispered.
"Cecil-san, what's- [F/N]-SAN!?" Nanami squeaked out as she walked into the room and spotted her body on the ground.
"Call an ambulance, quick!" Cecil snapped at her. Nanami blinked at his unusual behavior, but shook her head - this was an emergancy. She quickly grabbed her phone and called 911.
"Just what's wrong with you [F/N]..." he whispered weakly, then grabbed his necklace. "Please, muses, let her be safe... I beg you, please..."~■♡■~
Cecil was now in the hospital, walking around desperately. He was going crazy. Nanami couldn't come because Shining forced her to go to some job so he was alone. He was worried to the max level. He was murmuring prays, begs, his tears rolled down on his cheeks again and again over the ones that dried to his pale face.
The door finally opened, and the doctor stepped out on it. Cecil sprinted to his side.
"Is she alive? She is okay, right? She has to be, right!?" he screamed desperately.
"... I'm sorry, sir..." he muttered with a sullen face, causing the prince to widen his green orbs.
"....... No..... That.... can't be.... right.....?" he whispered.
The doctor cleared his throath.
"Ms. [L/N] wasn't tired or pushing herself too hard like you suggested earlier. It appears she... she had cancer for a long while now."Silence. Cecil stared at the doctor silently, his eyes wide and dark. His tears were rolling down on his cheeks just like a waterfall. She can't be gone, he repeated in his head over and over again. She can't be gone...
".... She... She would have told me.... There is.... no way...." he whispered silently.
"You are Mr. Aijima Cecil, right...?"
He slowly and weakly nodded.
"We found this in her pocket. I believed this is for you." he muttered and handed him a letter.To Aijima Cecil
He recognised the handwriting. He weakly nodded again and took the paper with a trembling hand. He slowly opened it and looked at the handwriting he loved so much.
Dear Love.
I'm not really sure how to start this... But if you're reading this, then you must've found out already and I'm most likely already gone.
First of all, I'm terribly sorry. I'm so sorry I hid my sickness from you and the others... I didn't want to worry anyone. I didn't want to let them know that I'm in so much pain and that I have who knows how much time in left. I'm so sorry.
But you don't have to worry about one thing. I'm fine. I'm fine with all of this. Although I'm a little scared, life is just like that, right? It suddenly starts... Then it suddenly ends. We can't do anything with it... Can we?
I wanted to let you know... That I love you so much, Cecil. I love you more than anything else in this world. I feel guilty for leaving you like this... But I'll always be with you, okay? I'll be in your heart and watch over you. I'll be your guardian angel. A guardian angel which protects her love from anything. Sounds cool, right? I'll watch over you in the land of dreams. We can meet in your dreams... over and over again. We can look at the clouds and count the flowers, just like the old times...
I love you so much. This life wasn't so bad if I look back at it. It came and ended... Just like a dream.
I'm running out of space... So I have to end this. Don't forget it, Cecil. I'm right there with you. Believe it. We meet in your dreams, okay? :)
Love you so so much,
Your girlfriend, [F/N].
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The wind blew through the trees of the cemetary. A young man was sitting in front of one of tombs, which had the name [F/N] [L/N] on it.
"The wind's music..." he whispered and smiled sadly. "Remember, [F/N]? We used to listen to it so much. The muses' music is the most beautiful... Isn't it?"
He chuckled as he finally placed the flower boquet on the grave he was holding tightly in his hands.
"You know... [F/N]..." he breathed out again after a few minutes of silence. "... You... You broke our promise. You told me you will never leave my side, remember? You told me that."
His tears rolled down on his cheeks once again as he smiled sadly. "That's fine though... I forgive you, you know. Because... You are right."
He listened to the wind again.
"... That isn't the muses' music, is it? That's your music, right? You are here with me, aren't you?"
He chuckled again.
"I will never forget you [F/N]... I will always love you. Forever and even more..."~■♡■~
Welp.
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