Rated X Imagines

Reminiscing Moments

Diggy's POV

She needs to say something. Anything? We haven't had a real conversation in months. We haven't even tried to expand our family. She's hurting so much, even therapy is not helping. Everyday it's like this.......... I come home from work, and Y/n's in nothing but a bra and panties. That's strike one. Next, she doesn't even look at me anymore. That's strike two. Then she never let's Jasmine out of her sights anymore. She doesn't let her go to slumber party's or to the park. That's strike three. Lastly, we haven't had sex ever since I got her pregnant. She was seven months pregnant, now add the four months and it's almost a year since we had sex. Definitely strike four.

I squinted my eyes and saw the alarm clock. Damn, only five in the morning. I don't see why my brain keeps telling me to wake up this early on my days off. It's really aggravating. Y/n was slumped to the side in a fetal position.

Keeping her distance, because she knows if she gets too close I will cuddle her. Too bad, I need her. Gradually, I pulled my body to hers and wrapped my arms around her waist. The mid most part of my neck shifted to the back of her head, allowing my chin to rest on top. She squirmed a bit, settling into the newfound position she was in and went back to sleep. I guess she thinks I put a cover on her, that's what I usually do before I leave for work.

A smile grazed on my face, my cheekbones prominently showing. I haven't felt this much affection in a while, even though she is asleep.

"Wake up, baby." I whispered.

My fingers rubbed on her thighs getting a moan to come out of her mouth. What else can I do? Looking at her beautiful form drives me insane, thankfully I have tons of restraint in me. I took my chin off of her head and let my calm breaths blow on her neck, before I lightly sucked on it.

That woke her up all the way. "What are you doing?"

She sounds so different. Her voice was faint and delicate, it made me shiver. She turned around meeting my gawking gaze. The air in my lungs breathed out heavily, knowing my next move was to be thought out carefully. While she scrutinized my intentions, I lifted my finger and tugged her lips onto mine.

"No."

I really didn't acknowledge what she had to say at that point. I wanted her, my mind wanted her, my heart wanted her. Every single part of her was mine.

"It's honestly not an option. I need you."

As if time stood still, she froze underneath my touch obviously petrified by my actions. I'm not forcing anything on her, nor do I intend on doing so. She just needs to realize and come to terms that I'm not giving up on her and our relationship.

"Daniel, I said no."

"What did I just tell you?" I pitched my voice to a darker tone.

She looked around the room, like she does every time I try and have a conversation with her. "We can't."

"Give me one exceptional reason."

I never let my grasp go on her waist. I've tried this once, and in a millisecond after I unraveled my hands she dashed out the bed.

"Do we really have to do this right now? I just want to go back to bed." The discomfort in her speech made me even more upset.

No explanation means that I'm not stopping. Switching places, I put her on the bottom and secured her from moving any place. My lips captured her collarbone and kissed all the way up her neck and on her lips. She tried to roll over, but failed. I grabbed both of her wrists and placed them above her head with one hand, while the other anchored itself on her thigh.

There was nothing she could do and she knew that. I was too strong for her to even compete.

I felt her succumb into my plan, taking my hands off and reserving them on her breasts. The slight gestures that she did like biting her lip or bucking her hips made me continue. This is weird. Y/n never let's me win. Never. She always has to be the one to come out on top.

It didn't surprise me much when she kneed me in my groin and got up.

I writhed in pain, rolling off the bed and yelping. Shit! When is she going to be her normal self again? The one I fell for.

"Never do that again." She growled.

I coughed. "No promises."

"God Diggy what do you want from me huh? Just tell me now so we can get it over with."

"I want my fucking wife back! This shit is getting on my last nerve Y/n. You don't talk to me, let alone make eye contact. Every time I bring up having another baby you lash out and say it's not going to happen. Can you please, please tell me what's hurting you so I can try and fix it."

Distress was evident on her face. Most likely having an inner battle with herself discussing whether or not she should tell me.

"It.... It hurts baby. I miss him. God I miss him so much. You were so excited, and so was I. N-now he's... he's gone. I can't have my baby back." Tears rolled down her cheeks, showing the everlasting moment that tormented her for the last four months.

I got up and motioned for her to come to me. "Come here."

Tediously she came back to me. I took no time and laid her on the bed, having us in the same position we were in two minutes ago.

"There's no harm in trying again."

"What about Jasmine? What if she hates me again for having another baby? She probably will think I'm abandoning her."

I shook my head. "Jasmine understands just as much as I do about how much our baby meant to you."

My lips gently rested on hers, wasting no time I undid her bra and tossed it somewhere around the room. She probably will never want to stop once I get started. I see it in her eyes.

"Say you love me."

I needed to hear her say it before I continued anything. "I love you, Diggy." My hands took away her panties as she spoke, making her gasp with every word.

Quickly I pulled down my sweatpants and shoved myself deep inside her. My strokes never ended, neither did Y/n's obsessive need to claw at my back. I didn't mind, it turned me on in a way. She plundered with her words, trying to get something out but it was always replaced with a moan of pleasure.

"Uhh-huh mmm D-d-d-Daniel !"

"Shh, you're going to wake up Jasmine."

She flipped us around and rode me for while, ventured out to something new. Getting on all fours, with me still inside her. Naw this doggy style shit ain't for me. I swiveled her position and put one leg on my shoulder and plunged right back in.

"Fuck." I whispered.

"I t-think I-I'm about to..." She moaned.

"Do it for me, baby." I teased

She released extra hard, gripping my shoulder blades. I came too and kissed her, bruising her lips. When I pulled out I laid down and reminisced in the after glow of it all.

"Round two in the shower after I finish taking Jasmine to daycare." She gasped pecking at my lips.

"I'm not sure, I may need to go to work and..."

"No, you're staying here. Got that." Now that's my baby. I smirked and nodded my head. We looked at the clock and saw that it was six.

"I'm going to get Jasmine up." I smacked her ass as she got out of bed, which made her jump a little. While she put on some pajamas, I put my clothes back on and fell back asleep.

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Contemplating on a Part Two