Him and I {Chuck Clayton}

Prologue

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

I lay on the couch, pretending I don't hear the door.

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

"Fuck I'm coming," I yell opening the door.

I swing the door open and there is Chuck Clayton, the man I fell in love with, the man that broke my fucking heart, standing there in drenched wet clothes with bloodshot eyes looking right at me.

"You got some fucking nerve. The fuck do you want?" I yell loud enough for him to get the picture.
"I just want a chance to explain," Chuck pleads trying to come in my apartment. I push him away from the door and I step outside into the hallway and shut my door.

"Are you out of your fucking mind? What more do we have to talk about? You should have tried talking to me before you did what you did," I scream at him, losing my breath in the process.

"Serena I love you so much and I'm sorry. I can't take this pain. Tell me what you want me to do and I'll fix it," Chuck pleads getting down on his knees.

"It's too late. The damage is done. I'm tired Chuck. I am so fucking tired." My voice cracks and I begin to cry. "I wanted you to be a decent human being. I wanted you to be there for me when I needed you without all the fakery. I wanted you to really really love me. You've disappointed me too many times and now I am putting myself first. Do you know what I want you to do now? I want you to move the fuck on and forget that you ever met me."

"Serena, please. You are my peace baby. I want to be yours again." Chuck croaks grabbing my leg.

Chuck hugs me at my waist and I move back a little and remove his hands away from my body. I cusp his chin with my cut up bloody hands and I sob hard.

"Chuck," I began slowly. "I don't want to be your peace. Be at peace with yourself, so you won't disturb mine."

I leave him where he is still in the hallway and I walk back into my apartment and lock my door swiftly. I go to my bedroom and fall into my bed with fresh new tears on my face. If I didn't know any better, I could literally feel my heart breaking into several pieces and it's all because of him. Chuck Clayton broke my fucking heart for the last time. I will make sure of that.