You Think I care? (Unedited)

I am not going anywhere!! Part 3

Kezia's POV

The morning started like how it always starts. It is extremely lonely at my home. Should I even call it home?

I went to school like always at the time 6:25. So boring. "Morning kez" a familiar voice behind me greeted. I looked back to see who it was. "Morning Ren" I greeted Timothy. Why is he so early? "You are surprisingly early today" I stated. "Why are you so early?" I asked with a yawn. He just patted my head. "Why don't we walk to school together?" He suggests with a smile. His car is also there right. Let me just prey that no one trashed my car. "Yeah sure" I agreed with a smile. *yawn* (6:23am)

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"Morning Nin" I greeted with a smile. "Ohh.. kez" He said with a tired tone. He also looks tired. I heard running and the person was running towards us. "Good Morning!!" JM came running and hugging the boys tight. He looks happy and energetic. "Can't breath man" Nathan said as he struggled. "Oh sorry." JM apologized with pulling off from the hug. "Why are you so happy JM" I asked with a smile. Wonder why a manly boy would hug another boy like hugging her lost boyfriend. I mean.. JM hugged them like a girl that saw a cute puppy.

"My cousin is coming home." JM stated with a smile as big as the Pacific Ocean. "There is going to be birthday bash at his home." He continued with a smirk that can reach Asia. They all clucked and smirk. "Your cousin is a part animal right?" Sam asked with a big smirk. Oh no.. this is bad. "Yeah! We are gonna grab some girls and get real drunk!!" Nathan stated with a high voice. Get some girls? Get real drunk? Are you kidding me!? I didn't know that he was this bad. They all agreed with a smirk. Someone's head is gonna get chopped this evening. "I think.. I should go now?" I stated. I didn't wanna get involved.

But before I was able to leave, someone grabbed my wrist. "Girl. You're coming with us." Timothy stated. I tried to flick his hands off. But his grip was perfect. I wasn't painful but it was enough to make me stay. "I have no plans to join you guys." I stated. I was pissed. But he warped his hands around my waist and made his body collide with mine. I had mixed emotions about that. The other emotion one was blushing, the other one was mad, the other one was dumbfounded while the other one was empty. I was empty. I can't register anything to my brain. I was emotionless. I stayed in place. I didn't know what to feel.

But he broke my emptiness by giving me a short kiss. In.. The.. lips.. What!? I pulled away from his disgusting lips. Shit!! I feel so sick!! Eww~ "You disgust me" I stated while losing my balance. The I found myself sitting on the floor. "Did I really?" He asked mockingly with a smirk bigger than a whale. "I you can really act like crap sometimes" I stated. I was clearly blushing. I took off the glasses. I sighed in relief. Then I put my glasses back on and walked away. It was class time anyway. But I'm empty again.

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Class was over. It's lunch time. I was able to ignore the idiots. Please give a round of applause to... me. For ignoring the barley ignorable person ever to walk in history. Well.. my history. *sigh* I took out my lunch and started eating. ~~yummy~~

"Hey. Can we eat lunch together?" Timothy came and asked. I didn't actually see his face but I know it's him. I have been avoiding eye contact since that kiss. I just kept eating~~ I am such a good cook. "Come on. It's my treat" he stated. Wait! Did he say?.. Deal! Wait! never mind. But to be honest I glanced at him when he said it was his treat. I'm broke. I should find a job sooner or later.

I left him after I finished eating. I walked away. I meet Sam and JM on the way. I just walked past them. "No one is able to ignore Timothy Kez." I heard JM stated before I was out of sight. I guess I'll be his firsts. After all.. I was the first person who ever made fun of Timothy. I was the first person that felt nothing after a kiss. I was the first person that walks away from reality. I will be the first person to ignore him. Trust me when I say that.

I went to the library to read some history books. I like history. I saw Lily and Shara studying there. "Hey. What you reading?" I greeted them with a smile and an unfinished sentence. "Uhh.. just studying" Lily stated. I guess Shara is tutoring her. I talked for a bit. "Shara~~ don't worry. I'll protect you~~" Lily flirts with Shara. "Protect her from what?" I suddenly got curious. Lily keeps on saying that she'll protect Shara. "I'm protecting her from my brother." She stated while hugging Shara like there is no tomorrow. Shara on the other hand, is losing her tomorrow. She is suffocating. "You have a brother?" I asked that without me knowing. "Yeah." She said while letting Shara breath. "So who is your brother?" I asked. Her brother must be as kind as her. "Benjamin" She stated. Ben..Ja..Min..? "The bad boy" I shouted. "Keep it down!"
The librarian scolded. "Uhh.. sorry" I said while lowering my voice. I still can't believe it. Benjamin and his sister are so different. "Impossible!!" I cursed. But not that loud. "Yeah" she stated. No way. "Benjamin has been bullying Shara" she said while flirting with Shara.

"Oh yeah. What did Jamin say today?" Jamin? BenJamin? "Ohh yeah. They were going to have a party this evening." She stated. Thanks for reminding me Lily. *sigh* "are you coming?" Shara asked. I just shook my head. "I'm not going too." Lily stated. Why? It's her brother right? It's probably because her brother is a weirdo. "Why. He is your brother." Shara asked in disbelief. I let out a heavy sigh. "Ben isn't that bad" she continued. Wow!! Benjamin has lots of nicknames. JM and there's Jamin and also Ben. I just shrugged and continued reading the book. (12:35am)

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It was class time. At the same drill goes. Annoying people, high pitch bitches, boring classes, scary teachers, disgusting creatures. Sometimes I even wonder how animals get inside the campus. This place is more like a zoo than school. *sigh* this is purely idiotic. What a class. More like a cage.
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My hair suddenly feels weird. It's like someone is playing with my hair. Wait! Let me rephrase that. Someone is playing with my hair. "Dude. Let go of my hair." I instructed. But he just shrugged and smirks. I don't like people playing with my hair. It's annoying. "Darn!" I cursed. Timothy just can't stop annoying me. He kept playing with my hair until the class ended. But my nightmares don't stop that early. They always come back.

I wanted to go home with my beloved car but... my cousin and his crazy friends messed with it. "Ugh.." This is not happening. Thanks for vandalizing my dear car. "Rebelde kayo!!" I screamed. [you rebels!!]

The one in sets are the translation of the other languages that I am using.

I hate those guys so much. I decided to just walk home rather than ride in a dead car. "Why do you decide to walk home sweetheart?" Timothy asked mockingly with a smirk. Well of course. No day can go without his smirk. I'm mocking myself in my own mind. I just ignored and took a deep sigh. "You did a fine job at ignoring me today" he continued. I just kept ignoring. I was walking that time and he is following me like leech. Wait! He is a leech. "Are you ignoring me because I kissed you?" He asked with the same face. For I second I stopped walking. I was reminded. But I can't let it beat me. I resumed my ignoring and my walking.

But he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind. Causing me to stop. "Don't touch me...." I stated angrily. I was threatening him. "Sorry. Can't do that" he stated with a smirk. His voice was mocking me.

No idea why I wanted to stop there. But why should I care? I'm the only reader of my story. Lol