You Think I care? (Unedited)

Flashback. Timoth's POV. Part 5

Timothy's POV

But maybe one day soon
you will come back. But
you are free now

She sang the last lyrics most beautifully. She is good at singing. Just like the first time I heard her sing.

Flashback
My dad just scolded me because I didn't tell him were I was that evening. I thought it was already obvious. I fvcked a random girl last night. I am very pissed today. No one understands me. Darn it!! I thought getting a drink would help. So I went to MALAYA.

"Good morning" Aliza greeted. Aliza is the waitress at MALAYA. But I just ignored the woman. Why should I care anyway? I was going to sit at my favorite table but.. a girl was already seated. I went to her since I want her to leave my table. "Get out!" I commanded. No girl is able, and will ever be able to ignore me. But she ignored me. She treated me like a ghost that she can't see, feel and hear.
"This is my seat woman!" I was getting impatient. She makes my blood boil. But this time she left my seat. But before she did, she gave me a what an idiot glare and sat on another chair. "What is this?" I thought to myself. A handkerchief? Does this belong to use less woman? Probably. I give this dirty thing back to her later. (5:48am)

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I didn't know that she was the new neighbor. I walked with her home and I gave the dirty thing back to miss useless. And to my surprise.. "What an idiot" is the thanks I got from her. I stormed to her and argue with her a little bit. But our argument ended when miss old Yui came. I went home without a doubt, but pissed. (6:16am)

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Today was madness. Father didn't stop scolding me today. I don't think that it will ever end. But thank you Business you stop him from scolding me by giving him an emergency appointment.

I went into my room tired. My father keeps on telling me to be like him. Well I don't want to be like him. I want to play football and play the guitar again. I don't want to write on a piece of paper like I'm addicted to it. I was so tired I could sleep. But before I closed my eyes I remembered the girl earlier. She is an idiot.

But before I fell into a deep sleep I heard the guitar playing. It's from the other house next to mine. There was a tree so I jumped on a branch to see what's inside. And to my surprise.. the girl I meet earlier is playing. Lucky her. She can do whatever she wants. I want to video this. ..., I never heard of a song like this. Did she make it?

Who are you?
to say that I'm useless?
Who are you to say
that I'm nothing?
You don't know me.
Only I know me.
You don't know my strength
You don't know my weaknesses
So don't pretend that you
know. Cuz I know you don't.

She sang a song I never heard of. But the her voice was beautiful. Why do I feel like her song is like my life. My father doesn't know my strength and weakness. He keeps on calling me useless and pushes me to perfection. He thinks he knows everything about me. Well he doesn't know me. Not even a little bit. He keeps on telling me to get good grades. Speaking of which.. maybe I can use her to do everything for me. My homework, projects, research and more. That's a good plan. For some unknown reason I started laughing. She seems to have noticed me and came storming to the window. We had a little argument then.. she took my phone. She is fast. I almost didn't notice it.