You Think I care? (Unedited)

I changed when you left. Part 10

I has been 3 days since that time. The time when he called my parents unholy names. And also 3 days without him. And 3 day trying to be me again. Trying to ignore everyone.

Ever since the day I started to hangout with them.. people try to befriend me. Why? Because they want to be around Timothy and the others. I don't like people who acts kind and friendly when they are with me just to gain my trust. I tried not to listen, I tried to ignore, I tried to shut my mouth and only nod if I agree and shake my head if I don't. And stay quiet if I hate it.

I didn't use words. I don't even want to talk to my friends. I avoided Shara and Lily. I ignored my cousin and his friends. I can't afford to spend my time with them. I locks my feelings inside my self. I would only smile and leave.

I spend most of my time in the library to read books and make notes. I basically tried my best to be a nerd. But I'm not a nerd. And I successfully became a freaking nerd. It's actually fun sometimes. Well.. if you are a nerd you will think it's fun but if you are not then.. you decide. I usually read some books about History, Medicine, law and Greek mythology. That's a lot.

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I am reading a book about History at this time of the day. It's lunchtime by the way. "Hey kezy..." I flirty voice greeted behind me. I looked back and smiled at the filrt. Then I went back to reading. "Hi. My name is Britney." The other girl stated her name. "My name is Jane by the way." The girl that greeted me earlier stated. I didn't pay them any mind. Why should I? I didn't look at them but I can tell that they're getting impatient. (12:15—Lunchtime)

"And so.. we have a party this evening. Are you coming?" Jane asked with a flirty voice. I didn't answer. But I would surely answer a big N O. Britney was getting seriously impatient and annoyed. "What the hell is this?!?" Jane asked while taking my book. She has it in her hands filled with crayons or paint. I gave her a death stare. "Aww... look who's mad?" Jane asked mocking. And she freaking tore it up!! I saw the pages swiftly fall on the floor dramatically. My eyes wind and my patience became weaker. 

"Listen here ugly woman!!" Britney commanded. "Timothy belongs to me!! And me alone!!" She informed with her high pitch tone while pulling my hair.

Jane dropped my book and stepped on it with a smirk. "Opps.. sorry" she apologized with no sincerity and a mocking tone.

"You can have Timothy all you want." I started silently but full of hatred. "You can eat his dick and I won't even care." I whispered with a death stare. "He is nothing more but a stupid delusional creature." I stated a little louder. My voice is filled with hatred and so is my face.

"Huh?!" She asked mockingly and impatiently. "Guess who he fvcked yesterday sweetie." She stated. I'm guessing.. he probably fvcked an old hag named Britney. I gave her a smirk before I started anything. (12:46 am)

My hair is still being pulled and my book is still under the feet of a bitch. "Let go of me." I commanded quietly.

"Humm" Britney answered doubtful. She looked at Jane and she shrugged. She diverted her eyes on me and freaking threw me against the wall. I hit hard and my back broke a bit.
"Wish granted." She stated mockingly and left with a smirk and some laughs.

" I hate you. I could break your bone very easily." I whispered with hatred. "You are very lucky I didn't kill you today. I could if I wanted." I whispered again. "My eyes are not only for show." I stated with a barely heard voice. "If my eyes can kill then so can I." I stated. My eyes are actually black and sadistic but whenever I wear glasses or contact lenses my eyes become cheerful more that sadistic. I'll also tell you why those girls left me that early. It's because freaking young master is here. Welcome back idiot. (12:56am)