It had been exactly 3 years now sense the death of my mother and the tragic death of G i was completely fine i had accepted the fact that they were gone but all it took was minor details to set me back to where i didn't want to be
i was once again struggling and i did exactly what they told me not to do
i bottled it all up i was sitting in the bedroom of my parent's house shooting myself up with heroin and snorting cocaine i grabbed a bottle of jack and chugged it i threw the bottle across the room shattering it I stood up and walked into the living room my life had bounced back to complete shit sense Eight got on the News and Told the world who i was and Reminded everyone what happened that night i snorted 3 more lines and fell back up against the wall i could feel the blood running down my face i wiped it away with my hand and laid my head back up against wall and left my body.
I was alright for awhile until reality hit me in the face and bounced me back to my old Way’s and I turned to the only thing that made me feel better hard Drug’s it had been weeks sense I saw my Son or any of the guy's I had just turned 20 a week before i left i was ready to leave Charming and never come back my boy did not deserve a mother like me he deserved better than me I had so many problems shit that a young boy should never see his mother do i snorted anothet line and shot myself up with Some more Herion i fell up against the front door and stared out into the back yard at the playset. A misty figure appeared and than Mom was sitting at the kitchen table in her full form watching me drown in my problems starring at me.
You know if you keep this up your going to kill yourself is this what you want? to leave your son with out a mother? she stood up and walked over to me she was face to face with me what would G think of all of this?
I looked at her don’t you dare he’s here sweetheart he wants to talk to you yeah? well I don’t want to talk to him let him in Saraya he want’s to help you I looked at her NO!! she looked down at the floor then back up at me she put her hand to my shoulder I pushed it off she sighed think about your dad he still needs you that little boy needs you don’t do this to them don’t do this to Tig.
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SOA Will The Son Ever Rise SAMCRO A Jax Teller & Reader Story.
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