SOA Will The Son Ever Rise SAMCRO A Jax Teller & Reader Story.

Chapter 37 I Thought I Killed You

No Tig i thought this was it i thought this was over? We all did Doll but i have to go i have to be there for your dad he needs me i stood their with my arm's crossed shaking my head As my voice cracked Why are you doing this to me?
I can't lose you not you. I looked at her Oh baby don't cry it's going to be fine i always come back to you and i always will please baby don't do this don't cry tears started rolling down her face i pulled her in for a hug I love you baby so much Jax called my name i kissed her forhead I love you! She looked into my eyes and i love you Forever

He pulled away from me i watched him walk out the door the hardest part of letting him go is worrying about if he's going to come back Grace walked up to me Mom? Is Dad leaving us again? I looked at her Yeah baby but he's coming back he always comes back she leaned her head on my shoulder I hope your right Mom! We watched Alyssa brake down in front of Opie just like i did This was the hardest part of being an old lady Me and Grace walked outside I had to walk over to Alyssa and hold her while she cried into my shoulder she was just as scared as i was.

The guy's started their bikes we watched them as they left the M.C. day's went by with out a word from any of the guy's No wonder Mom was stressed out all the time's Dad left us about a week had gone by and finally The clubhouse phone rang i got to it before chucky Did Hello? Hey Lass Um we are on our way back! Oh Chibs thank god How is Tig? The line wwnt quiet on the other end Chibs? What is it? Theirs Been An Accident! The phone slid from my hand and hit the floor busting into pieces i threw my hands up to my face Oh god! This was it, it finally happened i felt my heart start acting up sending me straight to the floor Chucky and Alyssa came running out of the back Saraya! Hunny hold on They managed to pull me from the wall into the middle of the room everything was going in slow motion and all i could think about is Tig i opened and closed my eyes a few times before i let them shut completely.

Saraya! Wake up! Come on Hunny! Alyssa came in with her Pen! I took it from her and stabbed it into her chest her body jerked up and landed back on the floor she was breathing but she never opened her eye's Alyssa looked at me Tara is on her way! Tara arrived and Got Saraya to wake up We got her to the couch I sat down next her Hunny who was that on the phone? I looked at Chucky It was Chibs their was an accident involving i started crying Tig! Tara's phone started to ring she answered it she said a few word's than looked right at me she hung up the phone I shook my head no! Don't tell me i don't wanna know Tara took Chucky over behind the bar they started talking they kpet looking back at me Alyssa walked Tara to the door than walked back over to me Come on sweetheart we need to go up to St Thomas i was sitting in the back seat with Alyssa as Chucky drove us to St Thomas i was not ready for what was about to happen no one was telling me anything when we pulled up all the bike's we're there but one i got out of the car and headed for the doors Saraya waite! I opened the doors and walked inside. All the guy's we're standing in the lobby Chibs was the first one to see me.

Jax she's here i turned around and looked at her she had pain and worry plastered over her face she walked over to me Dad what's going on what happened where is Tig? I set my hand on her shoulder as i closed my eye's shaking my head Their was an accident Darlin she stared at me Dad just tell me! I looked at all the guy's where is he? Tears started rolling down Dad's Face he's gone Darlin i felt every emotion and than nothing i smiled No he's fine he's okay he promised he would be back he promised me Now tell me where he is? Dad backed away as Chibs put his arm around me He's gone Sweetheart Than it hit me like a ton of bricks No! No! He promised me! I fell to the floor and started sobbing Chibs wrapped his arms around me I'm so sorry Lass.

We we're talking with Tara when the whole hospital heard Saraya's screams We walked into the lobby to Chibs sitting with her on the floor holding onto her I put my hands up to my face and started crying i could feel her pain i felt so bad that i couldn't help her Opie and I locked eye's he walked out from behind the guy's and over to me he pulled me into a hug.