Chapter 15 We Will Rise

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We pulled into the driveway Riley got out of the car and walked inside i shut the car off and walked in behind her she was standing in the kitchen her blood was still all over the kitchen floor she walked down the hallway she pulled Abel's door shut and went into our room she got in bed and laid down i got in next to her i pulled her close i heard her start crying i held her tight shhh I'm here she turned and looked at me this is all my fault i let our son die he probably died scared Riley He died in his sleep he went peacefully it's still my fault i could have saved him.

Riley just stop there was nothing we could of done for him i leaned up and slapped him just leave me alone i wanna be alone GO! i got up and left the room i opened Saraya's door she still wasn't home yet i had to keep my last child safe and after everything that's happened she's probably out doing who knows what she needed to talk to someone about all of this she could not keep this all bottled up inside i locked the door and got on my bike i pulled up to TM i walked in the clubhouse has anyone seen Saraya the guys looked at me not sense the funeral Lets go we need to find her Juice yelled from across the bar i can always track her cell phone do that Juice do it right now she needs to talk to one of us Gemma walked in Hey baby what’s going on? have you seen Saraya no not sense the funeral why Jax? She needs to talk to someone I totally agree with you before she dose something wreakless.

G and i we're just driving around we had just got done eating at his favorite Coney in San Francisco we we're headed back to The MC G pulled over and shut the car off a few blocks down from the clubhouse he took my hand I'm sorry for what happened...

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G and i we're just driving around we had just got done eating at his favorite Coney in San Francisco we we're headed back to The MC G pulled over and shut the car off a few blocks down from the clubhouse he took my hand I'm sorry for what happened to your little brother babe thanks i leaned over and put my hands to his face kissing him i don't know when I'll be back at school but I'll text you alright he kissed my forhead alright Goodnight Goodnight I shut the car door and walked into the parking lot Jax yeah Juice? she's in the parking lot she's the door opened she walked inside she walked down the hallway with her arm's crossed she stopped and leaned up against the wall i walked up to her where have you been? i pulled her in for a hug she laid her head on my chest G took me to eat then we went and seen most of San Francisco What! Saraya i pulled away from him look at me i spun around nothing happened to me I'm fine Jesus Christ I’m so sick of this we need to talk no i don't want to talk their is nothing to talk about You can't pretend like this never happened Saraya!!! i can try! But talking about it is just going to make me relive what happened and i don't wanna relive it Dad i don't i walked over to the couch and sat down i laid down and ended up falling asleep i woke up at around 2am the clubhouse was quiet the absents of Abel was everywhere i had to get out of here i called G to come pick me up i got dressed and snuck out i walked down the block and got in his car he pulled me in for a kiss so that wad quick i looked at him i can't be there i just can't he put his hand on my leg where do you wanna go? anywhere is better then here well i was in the middle of recording my Demo and i do need a female voice in some of my songs are you fucking serious yeah they loved me when i went and performed the other night they want me to make a demo cd oh my god babe that is awesome i kissed him i would love to record some songs with you we pulled up to the studio and got out the place was amazing speaker's everywhere just my kind of place we walked in the room with the booth he got in and started rapping into the mic i sat down and listened to him his friend handed me the songs he had already wrote on paper he started raping to a song called (Complete) and it had my name written next to the song name i looked up at him as the words we're coming out of his mouth at that exact moment i Realized G was the one i was sopost to grow old with and be with for the rest of my life my heart skipped i had fallen in love G turned and looked at me and smiled then started the next song called (let's get lost) i fell in love with the beat he finished the song and walked out of the booth he picked up another spiral note book and handed it to me your turn i looked at him are you sure? You want me in your music? Uh yeah their is no one else i would ever ask but are you sure i am the right one to fill in the female voice? Yes this CD is for you from me i got in the booth and put the headphones on i looked at the paper i started reading the word's off the paper i really got into the song 

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