Perfect Fit [hiatus]

cautious

I'm sorry for such slow updates, but I have pretty intense mental health issues i've been dealing with. i'll try to get better at posting updates for you guys! Also thank you so much for 1k reads i'm so glad that even one person has taken a liking to this story. i hope you like this little chapter ily <3 

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You're seeing it here first, fashion designer Jeon Jungkook was seen outside of his home kissing his lead model, Kim Taehyung. The pair have been spotted together throughout Seoul since they began their partnership, both business and personal, a few weeks ago. No statements have been given by either of them yet but-"

Jungkook turned off the TV and threw the remote control across the room. He held his head in his hands and desperately tried to collect his thoughts before Taehyung heard the news too. Just as he was starting to clear his mind, a fast patter of footsteps came down the stairs and Jungkook would've commented on how cute it was if Taehyung didn't whip around the corner, face pale and eyes wide and teary. Jungkook's oversized shirt falling just above his knees, perfectly showcasing his milky skin, and the whole scene was painfully stunning to Jungkook. Taehyung was holding up his phone that showed the same news report Jungkook had just watched on TV.

"J-Jungkook I'm so- I'm so sor-" He barely croaked out an apology before Jungkook was standing up and pulling Tae into his arms. Taehyung melted into his embrace, thankful yet confused. Why wasn't Jungkook furious with him?

"What was that for?" He breathed out between sniffles.

"Baby, you're upset..."

"And you're not?" Taehyung pulled his head off of Jungkook's shoulder to look at him.

"Well... no, actually. I'm not. I knew you would be though so-"

"Okay a month ago we were caught leaving the same building outside of work and you flipped, and now we're caught tongue fucking each other and you're fine?" Jungkook winced at Taehyung's explicit language but kept his calm and collected demeanor.

"That was when I cared about what other people thought, before I loved you. Tae, I love you."

Taehyung let go of Jungkook's shoulder's that he had been gripping hard before and stepped away from him. He took a deep breath and ran his hands through his hair, still messy from sleep and their late night activities.

"It scares me Jungkook, what the media could do to us. It tears people apart. But what scares me more is the fact that you aren't scared. Like at all. We still have to be cautious."

"And we will be."

"Everyone knows now!"

"Why is that a bad thing?"

"What will your dad think?"

"He'll love it I'm sure. Great publicity for the line, I've finally found someone that allows me to balance work and love. It's perfect."

"It's messy and dangerous."

"Tae..."

Taehyung turned around to see Jungkook's big doe eyes starting to water. He looked like he just watched his heart shatter on the floor beneath him. And he did.

"Kook, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry please don't think im upset with you." He went over to console him but Jungkook just pushed him away and made his way back to his previous spot on the couch.

"Jungkook, look at me." Tae sat beside his brooding boyfriend and stared him down until he caved and made eye contact.

"I'm scared, okay? I don't want what happened to your mom to happen to us." Jungkook gave Tae a warning look but bit his tongue while he continued.

"I'm scared because this" he gestured to the both of them, "is really good. And I don't want to lose it."

"You're just saying that."

"No. I'm not. I'm not a bullshitter kook I wouldn't lie to you to make my own ass look better."

"Okay, okay I know I'm sorry."

"This is going to blow up in our faces, and I know you're so sure that it'll be okay but I beg of you please just be prepared for the worst, because they might be gentle on you but I've only ever gotten burnt by them."

"Okay. I can respect that, I'll keep my guard up. For you."

"Thank you. And kook?"

"Yeah?"

Taehyung leaned in and softly kissed Jungkooks plump pouty lips.

"I love you too."