Enemies to lovers

Chapter One

Chapter 1:

3 years later

Nick

My life ended when I lost my best friend, the woman of my dreams. I hated her. I wanted to shake her, yet kiss her and make love to her. God I hate her. I didn't feel complete without her, but I needed to let her go. I already felt disconnected from her once she started dating Wilmer, but extra disconnected once I met her father, her birth father. She had told him all these things about me, and now I fucking hate her.  Now I was with Olivia, she was okay, but I fear I was losing her too. she was becoming disconnected from me, I could feel it. I didn't love her like I loved Demi, I would never love anyone like I loved her, but I still cared for Olivia. 

We need to talk

Oh no those words are never good. Truthfully, I was scared to give myself fully to Olivia. I feel if i fuck her she has potential of hurting me like Demi. Even after all these years Demi is the only one I would truly trust to fuck.

Ok

I responded with a simple "okay" I'm prepared for this break up. Frankly, I've been wanted to break up for a while. I can't fall in love with her. Especially when I know what love is. Hell, I loved Demi.

"Nick. I wanted to do this in person before you found out from anyone else." Olivia said and paused. I gave her a look that said "go on" and she continued. "I fucked Wilmer." She knows how I feel about him. I fucking hate Wilmer. For many reasons. Why the fuck is he still here. Didn't he graduate? I haven't heard of him since him and Demi broke up for a reason no one knows.

"Okay. I assume you understand that we are done, but I forgive you so don't feel guilty." I said as I took the liberty to walk away.

Once I got home I found Joe sitting on the couch. "Yo, you ok? you look sick, man." he asked me.

"Yeah, man. Olivia and I broke up." I stated while sipping some of my juice. He then looked at me with a curious expression, "She fucked Wilmer." I said, pressing my lips together while his eyes widened not asking anymore questions, and switching the conversation.

"Well theres a party tonight, wanna go?" he asked

"yeah sure, I could use.a distraction." I said looking back at the Tv.

Later that night at the party I saw Demi for the first time all week. I had wondered where she'd been. I miss tormenting her. God she looked stunning. I still of course had this burning hatred for her, but I can't lie she's hot. She soon turned around and her smile faded away as she locked eyes with me. I had this urge to walk towards her, but I didn't. Instead of turned the other way. Joe then grabbed my arm to make me take more shots with the boys. 

I ended up getting so fucked up. Joe convinced me to join this spin the bottle game. It was soon my turn and of course it lands on Demi. She looked terrified to kiss me. She had so much hatred in her eyes for me, even while she's drunk.  It's almost like she didn't want to be around me just as much. I looked at her and put my hand around her cheek. Our lips locked. She tasted amazing. Like strawberries and watermelon mixed with tequila. Our lips moved in sync. My heart felt like it was exploding. Like it was my first kiss. We soon pulled away from each other slowly. She averted her gaze away from me like she was angry she had to kiss me. No one fucking made her kiss me. She quickly got up and left the circle. I had to follow her. I needed to know something. I then froze when I saw Olivia's gaze on me. I looked away from her and continued to follow Demi.