Enemies to lovers

Chapter Sixthteen

I know you were a troubled man. I know you never got the chance; to be yourself to be your best. I hope that heaven given you, a second chance.
-DEMI LOVATO

Demi

Dear Nick,

I know last time I talked to you I screamed my shit off, and went bat shit crazy. About that, I am almost deeply sorry. I've been going through a lot. I felt the need to explain my self. Fuck! Where do I begin. Well, that night when I professed my feelings for you. When I told you I loved you and you left, it hurt me. Not gonna lie, out of all the things you've done that was the worst. You know what I've been through. My past has somewhat affect my actions recently. I know a sorry won't explain what I did, but I hope it's enough for right now.

        Nick, I'm sorry but benefiting wasn't a good thing to do. I caught feelings for you. Fuck catching feelings! I'm in love with you. The way you rejected me, fucked me up. Every fucking time I think about it I cry, I'm sorry. I felt like I can trust you enough to tell you this. When I was younger and my biological dad still lived with mom, Dallas, and I, he raped me. I was thirteen and peacefully sleeping. He came into my room drunk, like always, stepped me, pinned me to the bed, and stuck it in. Since that day I've been fucked up. It hurt me even more when you started hating me. When we lost "our virginity's" I still lost mine because technically I wanted to do it with you. You were and are my first love. I fell in love with you when we were kids. Hell, I even dated Wilmer to make you Jealous. Nick I love you so fucking much and all you do is hurt me. Why! Why must you hurt me Nick!?  Am I that fucking bad!?

Anyways, I have something to tell you that's pretty important. You can either be involved or not, but to be with me I suggest you be involve. Nick, I'm pregnant.

- Demi

Wow... I'm gonna do it. All I have to do is put it in is locker and walk away. You got this Dee, c'mon just leave it. As I was walking to put the note in his locker that's when the fucker decided to walk up.

Fuck!

"Hey Dee, it's been a while how are you?" He asked kinda sincerely.

"Um- I'm fine yeah.. just came to give you this bye." I said as I hurried out of there. I couldn't stand another second to look at his face, or id be back in his arms. I.AM.NOT.HIS.BITCH!

About two hours later of waiting for a response, text, hell anything. I got nothin' so I tried to take my mind off of it.

"Hey bitch, did you do it yet?" Joe asked, he's always been concerned. Man do I love him.

Finally, school is over. I never ran into Nick so that was good. How do I tell my mom? What am I gonna do? I know aborting it is murder but do I even want a baby? Especially by him?

Love is already something hard for me to develop, but trust that's something different. I love him with all my heart, but I'm not sure I trust him. He left me, fucking left me. What do I do?

I made my way to my room, and realized fuck I'm horny. I don't have any dick at the moment, but I do have a laptop. Guess I'm watching porn for a while. As I was about to click on the video, Nick bust into my room.

"Demetria.." he looked speechless I've never seen him so...quiet. He was deep in thought about what he should say next.

"Look Nick-" I started but he just cute me off.

"No look nothing! What for one makes you think that I wouldn't be there! You know I love you! You keep pushing me away damnit! Let me show you I care, and that I want this child. Baby, it takes two to tango and we're keeping this baby. I love you with everything inside of me. All those words said before we started benefiting were false and you know it! Let me Love you Demi! Don't be scared, baby we're in this together, we got this." I had no words after he said this. What was I supposed to do? Run in his arms?

Well... I did.

I ran up to him and kissed him so hard and intensely. I've been waiting for THOSE words. I started kissing his neck bringing him down to the bed. Then he flipped us over, so he was on top. He kissed me so hard saying "I love you." Every chance he got. He was making love but I wanted to fuck. I was so honey snd wet.

Then I unbutton his pants releasing the beast.

Okay I'm am never saying that again. Eww

Then I unbutton his pants grabbing his shaft. Mmm I missed this.

"I know." He said, what the fuck? "You said that out loud." Ohhhh well I'm dumb.

Then he unbutton my pants along with my panties. Slowly going lower her started to lick my wet p.ussy.

"Oh my god Nick! Fuck." He made me feel so good I couldn't wait.

Finally he thrusted into me so hardly making me go crazy. Hitting my throbbing core do harshly.

"FUCK!" Then I hit my climax along with Nick which made it so much better.

He soon go off of me while I was breathing heavily. Pregnancy sex is awesome. I loved every second with him. I trusted him. He's my world.

"I love you." That was the first time he ever said that to me in a way we're I actually understood it.

"I love you too." There I said it back. It's out there. We're in love.

"Ahmm," then an interrupting sound came from the door. Oh fuck, my dad.
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