Chapter twelve

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Chapter 12~Girls Night?

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS TRIGGERING!
Quote of the day: be you and don't let anyone Change that. If someone can't accept you for you, Let Them Go!
~Me!
Demi

I knew he wasn't going to answer, even worse he put on his clothes and left. It's been a week and I haven't seen him yet. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. I honestly thought he loved me, but maybe it's that friendly type of love, not the love I have. All this time, all those words, and all those actions he did made me believe he loved me, though I was wrong.

I've never been so wrong about a person ever. Now I'm giving up on life, I have nothing to live for! The guy I'm hopelessly in love with, doesn't feel the same and lead me on.

At this moment I just want to go.

I don't want any baggage just to leave earth, no one will care...right? Whom am I kidding of course no one cares, ugh. I'm so unimportant that he didn't even check if I was okay. School, he never talks to me and won't even defend me with Zach.

I waltz into the bathroom, but I don't get my razor. I want a slow and less painful death, so I chose some pills to overdose on.  I got some water and hopped into my car. My birthday was in a few days so I could only imagine how bad this must be on my family, but I want to go.

Finally I head to my secret spot that only Nick knows about, that's why it's special. I made it, I walked to the cliff part and sat there. I slowly took a pill, one by one and swallowed. Soon my eyes started to flutter close, it's time. Finally.


Nick

I haven't heard from demi ever since I left. I know you're thinking I'm an ass whole for leaving, and not talking to her but I have my reasons. One: I don't want to ruin the perfect arrangement we have. Two: she was drunk she didn't mean it, but I do. Nothing bad could happen right?

Yes I know at school I haven't exactly been there for her, and knowing Zach is back bulling her. Yes I'm an extreme ass whole. this whole year I've been a dick to her, I hurt her more than anybody.

Soon Diana came running into my room. I really hope Demi's okay, I'll feel so guilty if she's not.

"Nick! Have you seen Demi?" she came in yelling. What happened to her? I ask myself. I couldn't bring myself to speak so I just shook my head. I felt like I want to fall in tears, but I didn't want to scare Diana.

"Oh My God! Where's my baby!" she whined making more tears form In her eyes. wait- she might be in our secret stop, I'd sure hope so.

"Diana I think I know where she is, she might be in our place." I told her calmly. I don't want to make her more upset than she already is. I'm going to admit it it's hard to keep it together knowing I desperately want to cry and pray for her.

We got in my car and I drove to the place. it was a beautiful view that's why we always went.

 it was a beautiful view that's why we always went

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