My 5SOS concert experience:
Classed as horror because it was unreal 😍
Completely insane 👌
Best moment of my life 😭❤
A s h t o n tho😋
First of all.. Lukus looked like a fidget spinner in some of the photos i took.
Now, to the TRUE story: It was the end of a spectacular concert, Mr Ashtan Irsquid began throwing drumsticks at people whilst Mikehale threw his guitar pick. Calmin-min was hella litty titty, playing on his keyboard in his snazzy pants.
But then i see Ashtan.. my heart skips multiple beats..
He is my fire..
The one desire..
Believe when I say..
I want it that way..
I pull out my recorder and yeet myself down the lumps of people and onto the stage, i lay on his drumkit whilst his bandmates stared in astonishment.
I blow into my recorder with passion, with emotion, my chest heaving with words I've always wanted to say to the man i love, forever and always, through sickness and death.
"But we are two worlds apart.." I screech.
"Can't reach to your heart..
When you say..
That I want it that way.."
I roll off of his drumkit and onto the stage floor, staring up into the blinding lights above me with grace.
Mikehale gasps.
"Tell me why!" I begin.
"Ain't nothin' but a heartache." The crowd responds.
"Tell me why!" I cry out.
"Ain't nothin' but a mistake." Mikehale joins in, pink hair looking like juicy cotten candy.
"Tell me why!"
"I never want to hear you say..
I want it that way!" Lukus Hemmington and Calmin-min hoode chimed in, Calmin-min's alter ego Pablo wiping away a tear.
I could feel the respect from everyone, marvelling at the beauty of my performance.
I roll over to Ashtan, my eyes wide and full of passion as i stare up at his stunning.. everything!
"Am I your fire?
Your one desire?
Yes I know it's too late..
But I want it that way.." I sing solo, voice cracking as tears escape my eyes.
Never have i loved someone so much, never have i wanted to be with someone so bad. Couldn't he see we were meant to be together?
We were soulmates.
"Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache..
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake..
Tell me why
I never want to hear you say..
I want it that way" The wonderful audience and the other three boys sung the chorus softly in the background, waving their phone torch lights slowly back and forth.
I blew into my recorder intensely once more, playing the tune of 'hot cross buns' as it was the only one i knew.
To my great surprise and joy, Ashtan grabbed my hands and helped me onto my feet, leading the next verse beautifully.
"Now I can see that we've fallen apart
From the way that it used to be.. Yeah
No matter the distance..
I want you to know..
That deep down inside of me.."
Everyone began cheering.
"You are my fire..
The one desire..
You are (you are you are you are)"
Ashtan finished, everyone else in the stadium clutching their hearts and wiping their tears emotionally.
He took my recorder gently from my shaky hands, throwing it behind him like a wedding day bouquet, Pablo caught it.. i did not know what it meant for him to be totally honest..
Everyone was totally silent and i was.. so close to Ashtan.. i could feel his warmth.. hear his heartbeat.. trace the tattoos on his arms with my fingers. This is more then i could have ever wished for.
He still had one drumstick to throw out to the crowd, everyone wanted it, but not as much as i did.
I looked him in his beautiful eyes, pleading, hoping that I'd get it.
"I love you Ash." I whisper, meaning every little letter from the bottom of my heart.
He stared straight back at me, acknowledging me, a small smile playing on his lips.
Then he threw the damn drumsick at someone else!
I felt betrayed, hurt, as the drumstick flew to the other side of the stadium, it felt like my world had just come crashing down around me and my broken heart.
To be continued..
