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Chapter 4

Sorry guys! I was planning to update when it got to 20 reads but yeah, oh well!!! Love you! Also! I'm going to put out a trigger warning because some shit does go down in this chapter so, just so you know! *TRIGGER WARNING*

Chapter 4

I follow the Beta’s directions and finally arrive at Alexander’s office. I take a deep breath and knock on the door. I waited a second and I heard a faint, “come in”

I walked into a classic study. A desk near a window with several bookshelves around it. Alexander looked up at me and smiled.

“You didn’t tell me about being Luna.” I said, sighing. He closed his eyes lightly and opened them back up.

“I thought you wouldn’t mind.” He said, a tone of sadness in his voice.

“Well, I do.”

“Why?” He asked.

“ I don’t know. I’m human. I’m not anything special.” I said.

“Cecelia, you will be a wonderful Luna. The best in the world. This whole pack will respect you and if they don’t, they’ll have me to deal with.” He said firmly.

It warmed my heart when he said that. I felt like kissing him. I couldn’t though. I barely knew him and he just kidnapped me.

“Alexander, I don’t want my heart broken. It’s happened too many times before.” I said.

I heard a light growl come out of his chest. “I would never hurt you. It hurts me to even think about it.”

I nodded.

“Why are you so sad? I can feel it.” He said.

“Things have happened in my past that I don’t like talking about.” I said, getting up. My parents are dead. I had to give Alexander the talk about breaking my heart because I don’t have a father anymore.

I walked out the door quickly, tears streaming down my face. I couldn’t take it anymore. I walked to the room I was staying in and found a razor in the bathroom. I ripped it apart and took one of the blades in my hands. I shakily lowered it to my wrist, sliding it across the surface.

I couldn’t breathe. My heart mixed with the slicing burned beyond belief. I kept doing it though. Tears hit my wrist making the blood cloudy. I fell to the ground and stopped slicing for a second. I’m so weak. What is wrong with me?

I put the blade down and just laid on the floor crying. I gasped for breath. I crawled to the bathroom, finding toilet paper and putting it over my wrists to stop the bleeding. It soaked through completely. I let out a sob.

“What am I going to do?” I asked myself.