Surviving

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Davids POV

The day I found Allison almost dead on her bead was the day I vowed to kill everyone involved. You could imagine how ballistic I went when I found out he raped her. It’s been a week since and she had just gone downhill. She barely eats, she won’t talk to anyone but Emily and me if I’m lucky. I can’t stop her nightmares. I don’t know what to do, I think I might lose her and that would kill me. She won’t even get out of bed. The life has gone straight from her eyes and she hasn’t smiled since being re-united with Emily. I can’t make her happy and it’s killing me.

I haven’t even told her that I’m a werewolf yet. I imagine her completely going off the deep end, but I can’t keep lying to her.

It’s a Monday night and were both laying in my bed. It may sound creepy but I’m watching her sleep. It’s when she’s the most peaceful aside from the nightmares. Music flowed softly from my sound system, I found that it helped her sleep better. She was curled up on her side of the bed facing her back to me. I know it’s not her fault but she flinches from anyone’s touch when she is awake so while she’s sleeping I trace endless patterns on her deliciously soft skin illuminated by the moonlight coming in from the window. I want her so bad. It’s getting harder to hold back my wolf from mating with her but I won’t hurt her, I’ll wait as long as I have to.

Ally stirred in her sleep taking me out of my thoughts to focus on her. She turned and scooted closer to me snuggling into my chest. I picked my hands up hesitantly not wanting to frighten her if she woke up. This is the first time she’s ever moved closer to me. My heart filled with warmth and a smile was plastered on my face. Screw it I thought and wrapped my arms around her. She sighed and it sounded happy! HAPPY! Maybe for her to get better I need to be close to her and I don’t know, maybe talk about what happened? I’ll try anything at this point but for right now I’ll sleep with the love of my life in my arms knowing she somewhat content in my arms.

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“No, stop please you don’t have to do this!” I awoke to Allison screaming. My heart ached, another nightmare. “Ally baby, wake up” I gently grabbed her shoulders. Her eyes flew open, tears falling from them. “He-he, I can’t-” she didn’t even finish her sentence, she just flung herself on me, wrapped her frail arms around my neck and sobbed. Heart breaking cries of pure agony. And so I began to cry with her.

I cried because I couldn’t take her pain away, couldn’t make her happy again, and I mostly cried because I couldn’t stop what that bastard did to her.

We were now in a sitting position with her on my lap and she looked up at me. “Why are you crying?” she asked with a shaky voice. “I’m crying because you’re in pain, and I can’t take it away, because it kills me to see you like this, because I should have never let you get hurt, because I love you so much and I can’t take seeing you like this.” I said honestly. I watched as she lifted up her hand and cautiously moved my long bangs out of my face and wiped my tears. Where is this coming from?

“I-I love.. you.” She whispered. “I love you so much baby.”

A comfortable silence fell among us as we just held each other. I pressed my forehead against hers. “Do you want to talk about what happened?” I asked her.

“I can t-try.”

“Start when your ready.”

She took a deep breath and began.

“I woke up and saw a clock on the wall and remembered Emily. I thought she was home alone with Rus and Jenni and I thought that since I wasn’t there that something bad was going to happen to her so I came up with a plan to go and get her. I went out the window and dropped to the ground. That’s how I hurt my ankle. I don’t know how I made it back to my house I just had a feeling and I ended up at my house. There cars were both parked in the driveway so I looked through glass and I didn’t see them. I was being as quiet as possible and walked in and up the stairs to Emily’s room. They were….doing ‘it’ so I figured I had a time to get Emily and get out. I couldn’t find her in her room so I went to mine and I was looking by the window thinking of what to do when I saw Jenni pull out of the drive way and then Rus came into my room and he attacked me but I fought back-“ she started crying. “I tried so hard but he was so strong. I hit him in the head with my alarm clock and tried to crawl out the door but he grabbed the Ankle I hurt earlier hurting it more. I kicked him in the face and got to the stairs where he- he raped me. Jenni even walked in and helped him. I begged them to stop but they didn’t. It hurt so bad and when he was finished they just left me naked on the floor in shame. So I went into my room and took a bath. I wanted to make myself numb, make myself forget so I cut but I didn’t feel pain so I kept doing it. I laid on my bed and then you were there.” She hugged me tightly as I laid us down and pulled the covers up.

“I’ll never anyone hurt you again.” I looked into her eyes as she nodded saying that she believed me. I looked at the clock on my nightstand it read 3:47 A.M.

“Let’s get some sleep baby, I love you so much.” I kissed her forehead. “I love you too.”

I will find Rus and I will kill him and his pathetic wife.

A/N

Sorry its been a while but i hope you guys like it! Picture on the side is david cause my other one didnt work-_-

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