Surviving

Chapter 11

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Allison’s POV

I don’t understand why bad stuff happens to me, I’m not a bad person am I?  I was just starting to come out of the depression that I sank into and now im plagued with more heart ache and suffering.

David hasn’t left my side and I’m thankful for that, but I couldn’t face him.  I was pregnant and then had a miscarriage. How was he supposed to look at me the same when I can’t even look at myself.

Because he loves you 

A voice inside my head confessed to me.  Does he? 

Even though we had already said it to each other, does he still after everything that’s happened?

We were in bed and it was about one in the morning.  I turned to look at him “David, are you awake?”

“Yes love.”  He opened his eyes.  My heart fluttered at the nick name.  “I love you so much.” I said with a tear falling down my cheek.  He wiped it away before I could and grabbed both sides of my face while making us sit up, the familiar tingles making me calm.

Even though it was dark outside the moonlight from the windows illuminated the room.  His face held the expression of pain as he began to speak. 

“Words can’t begin to describe how much I love you,  Allison I would die with out you.  I don’t want you to ever doubt my love for you again okay?  

I know that this past month has been terrible, but I will never let anyone or anything hurt you ever gain Understand?” He confessed.

I weakly nodded my head.  

“There are some things that I need to tell you and they will be hard to process so if you feel to overwhelmed right now we can talk later.”  He said.

“I want to know now, I can handle it.”

“Okay, well-“ he paused for  couple of minutes, I guess trying to find his words. “do you believe in supernatural things?”

“You mean like ghost?” I asked.

“Not exactly, like werewolf’s.”

“I mean, I think anything is possible”

“What if I told you I was a werewolf?”

“I’d believe you.”  I said truthfully.  

“You’re not going to ask for proof?” 

“No I believe you with everything in me.” He was the only person to make me feel safe and good about myself since my parents death.  I trusted him with my life.  With everything he has done for me how could I not.  “Well this was much easier than I thought.” Relief flooded his features.  “And before you ask a bunch of questions ill just tell you about us, alright? He added while cracking a smile.

I returned the smile and fixed my gaze into is eyes while he began his tale.  

I listened to him talk for hours, not that I minded.  How he was an alpha and his two best friends down stairs were his beta and omega.  David being the Alpha made him the leader and Travis and Noah his second and third in command. 

 They had recently moved his whole pack to north Louisiana because it wasn’t safe for they anymore where they were. 

 He explained how this house, even though it was big enough for more than the amount of people living here, was for only the people that ruled the pack.  

The thing that I liked most about talking to him was that for just a little while I forgot about my troubles.  Nothing else mattered in those couple of hours but him.  

“I have one last thing to tell you about.” he said.  

We were now laying under the covers, my legs intertwined with his and his arms holding me firm against his chest.  Those wonderful tingles coursing through my veins, I will never get enough.

“Mmmm.” I moaned signaling that he had my attention.  

“It’s the most wonderful part of being a werewolf.  We have these things called soul mates, and there our other half, the person we can’t live without.  We go through this process the first step is to mark you on your shoulder, and the second is for us to..uh. have sex, but not until you’re ready!  Do you want to know something else?” He asked not giving me time to think much about mates.

I nodded.  

He lowered his head to my ear and whispered “You’re mine.”

I sat straight up and looked at him. “Really you’re not joking with me are y-“ I was interrupted by his lips being collided with mine.  He maneuvered himself so he was on top of me but keeping his weight off.  

Right now in this moment there was no place I would rather be.  He nipped at my bottom lip but I didn’t give it to him.  I’m not exactly sure how to kiss with tongue.  Wow that’s embarrassing.

“What’s the matter, love?” He looked hurt by my rejection.  I cant tell him the real reason so told him about something else that was bothering me. 

“How was it possible for me to have a miscarriage that fast?” I whispered, tears forming in my eyes at the memory.  

He pulled me into his lap and rubbed my back in a soothing manner.  “Since you’re my mate the only person you can carry a child for is me, but if I hadn’t found you then that rule wouldn’t apply.”

“So there isn’t anything wrong with me?”

“Of course not baby, you’re perfect in every way possible.”  He kissed my forehead. “Come on now we need to get to sleep.”

“Wait!” I protested. 

“Will you, um.. mark m-me?” I fidgeted with my hands nervously with my hands awaiting his answer.  I wanted to be his officially.  

He had the biggest grin on his face.  “Are you sure baby?”

“Never been more sure” I smiled at him trying to be brave.

His eyes turned darker,  almost black, as he leaned in to kiss me.  Our lips moving perfectly together, I moaned when his hands traveled down to my butt and squeezed it little.  

I laughed into the kiss and he took that as his chance to use his tongue.  He pulled away to look me in my eyes “so beautiful” he mumbled into my neck. 

He was kissing and sucking all down my neck when he hit a spot and I couldn’t hold back my moan.  I felt a bulge on my thigh but I wasn’t afraid like I was with..Rus.  

I let my hands explore his chest.  The feel of his toned body and hard pecks was turning me on more and more.  A sensation I had never felt before took over my in between my legs.  I need him. 

I trailed my fingers down is body till I got to his package and stroked it lightly. He made an animalistic grown before I felt a sharp pain where my shoulder and neck meet then an immense amount of pleasure.  “David!” I moaned, gripping onto his shoulders as I was coming down from my pleasure high.  

He kissed me slow and passionately and then licked the mark on my shoulder taking my breath away.

“Now your mine forever.” He sealed that promise with another kiss. 

“I never thought intimacy could feel so good.” I confessed.  

“It gets way better baby.”

I wish he could have been my first.  In a way he is, I have never felt pleasure that way before.  I sort of want more.  

“I love you.” he spoke after a couple minutes of silence.  

“I love you so much more.”

I kissed him this time feeling more happy than ever, and for the first time I had peaceful dreams in my mates arms.

A/N sorry it took so long to update, the hurricane was really bad! but anyways i hope you enjoy the little steamy scene :)  let me know if you want more!  Vote comment and fan!