Stray Kids Imagines (ON HOLD)

to let go ; hwang hyunjin

first person

genre: angst

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Have you ever fallen in love with a person who had made you feel special in just a short amount of time, with his undeniably amazing personality, swindling looks and jaw dropping talents, but cannot love you back?

If you have, sucks to be us, then.

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I stepped into high school, learned new things, experienced a lot of stuff, made new friends. But there was this one person that made me forget all the painful memories of the past and be replaced by the good ones.

My best friend, Paula.

I met her during the first few days of high school, and she became my best friend. She's the one to talk to me first when I lost my way around campus, and she offered me her help. That's where it all began.

She's a very nice person. We hang out whenever we have free time and extra money. We work part-time under the same cafe every after school. We share the same dorm room. We share the same interests, likes and dislikes. In short, we have the same taste and it made me happy.

"(Y/N)!!"

There she was. I giggled and walked up to her with my books huddled close to my chest.

"(Y/N)! Oh my gosh! I met a guy at the cafeteria earlier and I accidentally dropped my things in front of him and he helped me! OMG he even smiled at me! (Y/N) help, I think I'm in love." Paula ranted, and I could literally see her eyes turning hearts.

I sighed happily. Finally, she had liked someone here in school. She's always too preoccupied with her studies and her job and she never had time for guys, parties, anything that a normal teenager does nowadays.

According to her, the guy she likes is our schoolmate, but she doesn't know his name. Everyday, she would always have stories to talk about him, whatever it is. I'm so happy for her!

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I thought Paula was the only one to tell about her love life. But I was wrong.

I met Hyunjin at the library, when I was doing some research on my project and Paula couldn't be with me since she's busy with some club project.

He's very sweet, kind and caring, and he even offered to help me on my English project, in which I accepted. He's a cute and funny guy, why not?

As time passed by I hung out with him whenever Paula couldn't make it. We would meet up in the library and help each other out in homework or projects, or just talk about random things at random times.

I could say that, I have fallen in love as well.

"He's so cute, Paula. And he's so kind. He's literally the most perfect guy in the world. He had helped me with my English papers a month ago, and he always smiles at me whenever we see each other! I think, I'm in love." I ranted to my best friend before biting my churro dipped in chocolate.

Paula giggled and ate her own churro. "We're the luckiest girls in the world. We're going to get ourselves boyfriends in no time!" she squealed.

We would always spend our time like this-talking about our "Mr. Right" and imagining our fantasies with him. But, I completely forgot, we haven't told each other the names of our crushes yet.