Never Okay|Sequel to Cigars and Cigarettes

Chapter 4

We woke up relatively early without saying a word to each other. And to make matters worse I has to go bridesmaids dress shopping. kill me

"Mercedes.... does this mean I have to be home alone with you dad?"

"No, my dad's going to be rolling cigars down town with his friends, you could go if you wanted to"

"Or I can play video games in your room until you get back"

I rolled my eyes before saying "fine" and than kissing him quick before I left with the girls.

Trina's friends were just as bad as her. My grandma and I would give each other looks like "hell no".

"Hello, ladies, party of 10, but there are only 7 bridesmaids" the consultant said

"Yes, Me my soon to be mother in law and soon to be grandmother in law aren't bridesmaids"

"So you must be the bride" the consultant said faking a smile

"Yes, and I am looking for hot pick" Trina smiled brightly

I had to keep myself from barfing, but thank god Sam saved the day with a snapchat

*picture of Sam's feet on the couch with the tv screaming level 34!*

I quick than put my phone away and than took a deep breath this was going to be a long appointment.

The car ride home was pretty silent, every now and than Sam would mention something about his video game, and I sort of listened. It was hard to though because I was reading a article in People magazine about Amber's twin boys and I couldn't put it down.

"Mercedes..... are you mad at me."

"I'm just confused Sam"

"Why? I don't know what I did"

"It's just your not making me feel the greatest about myself, like not wanting sex anymore it's just weird that's all and confusing"

"I just didn't want to do it at your house."

"Sam, we haven't had sex since the night I slept over in your dorm room"

"I'm sorry"

"What are you getting enough somewhere else Sam?!?"

"That's not what I said" Sam yelled as he pulled over the car and gripped his hands tight on the steering wheel

Silence

"I'm sorry I brought it up,ok?"

"Your right it's my fault, I just have a lot on my mind"

I gave him a weak smile before kissing him and than slapping him on the shoulder to get going.

"You sure you don't want to come inside" I said tracing my hands around his waist

He smiled before looking both ways down the hallway before speaking up

"Lead the way malady"