Stranger -A Shawn Mendes Fanfic-

Chapter 29

-Aria's POV-

I get to come home today which is really exciting for me. I haven't seen my room in so long, haven't laid on my beautiful comfortable bed. Sorry Shawn but I love my bed more than you. 

My mom pulls into a driveway of a nice house, nicer than our house. 

"What are we doing here?" I asked.

"I thought it'd be a good idea to move to a different house encase he came back." She said. Oh my god this is exactly like my dream. We moved in my dream just like this. I froze.

"Aria?" She asked touching me.

I flinched jumping. "Oh um sorry, it's beautiful." I said walking inside. I couldn't tell her that I had a flashback of that horrible place. If I told her she'd get worried and I don't want her to be worried. 

She gave me a tour and it was a lot like our house just a little smaller.

I went into my room, it was unpacked and nicely decorated. I loved it.

I laid on my bed and sighed, this is amazing. I texted Shawn about this and apparently he was the one who helped pick it out and decorate it. Apparently she moved in a could weeks before they found that body. She was getting paranoid and scared that Liam would come for her so she moved which is understandable.

I fell asleep lost in my own thoughts.

I woke up to a horrible nightmare with tears in my eyes. It was that all of this was fake and I was still trapped in the awful cold place. Except he took Shawn too and tortured him in front of me to make me feel bad for being mean, like it was my punishment. 

I sat up and started to cry, I don't ever want that to happen to Shawn or to anyone. I don't know what i'd do if he came and took Shawn. I would hate myself for it since i'm the reason how Liam would know he was my boyfriend. 

I laid down and try to go back to sleep but I couldn't. 

A couple hours later I managed to fall asleep. I woke up a little later to a knock from my mom. 

"Honey, Shawn's here." She said and walked away. Shawn walks in and lays next to me.

"How are you?" He asked me. "Sorry, stupid question."

"No it's okay, I could say that i'm fine but I'm really not. I'm happy to be back but I." I stop my sentence, I can't tell him about the nightmares and flashbacks.

"You what?" He asked.

"Oh nothing" I said with a fake smile. He looks at me, crap he knows i'm lying.

"Um okay if you say so. I brought your favorite movies." He said pulling them out of his pockets smiling. 

He puts them in and watch them cuddling. I couldn't stop thinking about that dream, it ripped me apart.

"Hey Aria?" He asked me.

"Yeah?" 

"I want you to know that you can trust me. If you want to you can tell me about it. I mean once your ready to talk about it."

"I know Shawn and I will, just not now. It's too soon." I said and he nodded.

"You trust me though right?" He asked. I sit up confused.

"Of course I trust you. Why? Should I not?" 

"It's just that, I blame myself for it. I'm the reason why he got you. If I didn't fight him then we both could've got out of there, together." He said. I turned his head so he'd look at me.

"It's not your fault that he's a psychopath. You tried to save me Shawn, you told me to run but I didn't. I didn't want to leave you so I hid in a different room. So it's not your fault." I said kissing him.

He nods his head and kissed me back.

We start making out taking off our clothes. I never thought we would do this again. I missed this feeling with him. 

After we lay down next to each other under the blankets in our underwear, cuddling. He falls asleep but I can't fall asleep. Maybe it's because I took like a five hour nap or because I'm scared to sleep. I'm scared the I'm gonna have a nightmare again.

I try my best to stay awake up but I ended up falling asleep. 

-Thanks for reading this chapter, hope you enjoyed! Byeeee-