ASTR 2 (a ToBeOne love story)

Chapter Fifty-Five

(A/N: The first song "Doesn't Mean Goodbye", is a little sneak peak to what's coming up in this book! Andd I decided that, that song is the official song for this whole sequel! ...Just a btw ;] So listen to it! Don't forget to vote and comment!)

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Songs for this chapter:

Doesn't Mean Goodbye- Jon McLaughlin

Catch My Breath- Kelly Clarkson

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*Rebecca's POV*

I woke up and I had a major headache, like when I say major... I mean fucking huge. I have migraines now and then, but they are always caused by stress, and it's weird because I've been pretty much chill the whole time. I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that I'm going back to the madness of Jersey with Madison and his family. Well, madness or not, Madison allowed me to realize how much I actually miss everyone and since Mikey isn't there, it will be a lot easier for me to relax and get to see everyone without worrying about the fact that he might be at the places that I'll go to.

I got out of bed and decided to start packing again for tomorrow. My mom already told my aunt, cousins and uncle that I'll be going with one of my friends to Jackie's tomorrow and I'll be staying with her and Nora instead. They didn't have a problem with it and my aunt already told Allison that I'll be leaving and not coming back tomorrow.

So it's currently June 29th, and it's 12:45 in the afternoon. There was a knock on my door and I yelled "come in." Gina and Tonianne appeared in the doorway and they walked in the room and sat on the bed. "Hey Becky, do you need help packing?" Tonianne asked me and I shook my head. "I'm okay, at least I don't have to repack a lot of my clothes." I said and Gina giggled in agreement. 

Gina and I kept talking about everything and anything and Tonianne was glued to her phone, specifically, snapchatting. When I was zipping up my bags, Gina remembered our conversation from the other day, "Oh hey Becca, you never answered my question about your ex." Gina said as she laid on her stomach on the white carpeted floor. "Ooh, Becky you had a boyfriend? Spill!" That caught Tonianne's attention. 

I laughed and rolled my eyes sarcastically before answering. "His name is Mikey." I said and a pinchy feeling formed in my throat and chest. "Wait, Mikey... Mikey who?" Tonianne asked. "Tonianne! Shut up! Let her talk!" Gina yelled as she threw a small pillow at her older sister and Toni threw it back at Gina.

"Shut up Gina! I swear-" "Mikey Fusco." I cut Tonianne off so she wouldn't threaten her younger sister. "Holy shit! He's apart of To Be One! And was an ICONic Boy! Becca, he's fucking hot." Tonianne stated and Gina rolled her eyes. "Tonianne, you have a boyfriend." Gina said. "So, I'm allowed to think that some boys are hot." Tonianne defended.

"You're such a hoe." Gina said and Tonianne was about to hit or curse her out or both so I changed the subject of her "hoeness". "Yeah, he's my ex." I said in almost a whisper. "I can't believe it." Gina said. "I can't believe both of you know who he is, who they are." I said and they nodded. "We've always been fans." Gina said as she smiled. "So you and him dated... then broke up, why?" Tonianne asked me.

I swallowed hard on nothing but my saliva, I was actually about to tell this story, this horrible, heart breaking story to my two younger cousins who have no idea what he and I did at all last summer, did as in good and bad, both, and they have no idea how much I loved this boy, how much I care, and how much he hurt me.

"He cheated." I kept it simple but they wanted more... "He cheated on me with his ex girlfriend," And more. "He cheated on me with his ex girlfriend when him, Madison, Jason, and Louis all went to California to do things for their band." I said and they both had their mouths open. "What a dick." Tonianne said as she pulled out her phone and unlocked it. "Yeah, what a jerk, have you seen him since that day?" Gina asked me and I didn't shake my head no, or nodded my head yes. "Define seen." I said and Gina partly laughed. "Seen him in person after you found out that he cheated?"