A better life in London (One Direction / Harry Styles fanfic) COMPLETED

Chapter 5 ~

“What the…? Bec, answer my question”, Liam said loud.

Well done, Bec. Freaking well done. Now I can tell all the boys what’s going on with me and my life. I was ok with the fact that Harry knew about my family but I just wanted to enjoy this year, make new friends, hang out with my new friends and find someone who won’t ask me anything about my life back in Canada. I was shocked how loud Liam yelled at me. Harry put his arms around my waist to calm me down.

“Leave her alone Liam. Can’t you see she don’t want to talk about this now? And don’t ever yell at here again. Ever.”, Harry got angry. I didn’t wanted him to be angry at Liam. They are besties and nothing should ever change that.

“Why can’t you even let me talk to her? You aren’t her dad or her boyfriend, are you? ”, Liam took a deep breath and tried to talk normal.

“I promised her to take care of her and never leave her alone, so don’t you dare to tell me I should leave. If she don’t want to talk about it it’s not my problem”, Harry yelled at him.

“That’s it. Stop fighting!”, I cried, again and ran outside. I sat down on a bench. I seriously started to hate myself. The boys yelled at each other’s because of me. I’m such an idiot, why the heck did I just went to this damn signing?

“Bec? Becci? Answer me!” I heard someone screaming.

“What do you want?” I screamed.

“I… I tried to find you since you’ve left. We’ve heard everything. Coco started yelling at both of them for being such idiots. And I wanted to make sure you are ok. So, are you alright?” Louis sat down on the bench and pulled me into his chest. I nodded and he wiped my tears away.

“If you don’t want to talk about it, it’s ok but I think it would make you feel better to talk about it and I could explain it to the boys later.. if you want me to”, he said while he was still holding me into his chest. I looked up and laid back on the bench.

“Do you know about the whole thing?” I asked him.

“All I know is that Liam saw your tattoo and he wanted to talk with you about it but you were shocked he found out about it and yeah, that’s all.”

“Well, do you remember seeing me crying after the signing? I cried because I let down my mum and my brother. I never wanted to leave them alone. Sam, my best friend, told me to do this whole thing. I did it but I realized I let down my mum and Ty, my brother. They are alone at home with my dad and he is so mean to my mum. She isn’t herself anymore and it’s breaking my brother's heart. All he ever wanted was a perfect family. I used to take care of him and now he’s at home alone. That’s the reason why I got this tattoo and freaking hell, yes, I’m broken”, I showed him my tattoo and he looked really shocked. His eyes were full tears and it made me cry even more to see him like that. I never wanted to hurt the boys.

“Bec, I don’t know what to say. I’m just…”

“I’m so sorry. I can leave you all alone if you want me to. I never wanted to hurt anyone and now look what I’ve done. I really love you and the boys. I don't want you to worry about me.

“You didn’t hurt anyone Bec. Liam and Harry just started a small fight, that’s nothing. I guess you’re sick of hearing this from people but I’m so sorry you had to go through this and I’m glad you are with us now. Even if you’re broken, it’ll get better. I don’t want to say you aren’t broken because you wouldn’t believe me but Harry is right, we are here for you. Forever and always ok? Come on, let’s go back home. The boys already called me 100 times. I’ll tell them everything and things will get better”, he stood up and we walked back home. Actually he tried to be funny and it made me laugh so hard. Since he was obsessed with twitter and he took a picture of us and uploaded it with the note “I love making friends smile :)”. Oh how I loved him. I’m glad he is dating Eleanor. Not just because she’s amazing but also because of that, the fans know he would never go out with me. He was one of my new best friends, I could never ever date him.

After we got back to the boys they all hugged me like we didn’t saw each other for billions of years. Louis told them the whole story and I was glad he did. Harry, Liam and I were good again. Thank’s god. “Oh my god I love you all so much. I’ll cook for you today, what do you think about that?” I laughed. “We love you too and YAY!”, they all said and smiled at me.

 Coco and I cooked while the boys did a twitcam. I noticed Coco’s happy mood and asked her what’s going on with her and Niall.

“Well he asked me out and yeah, I’m his girlfriend now” she giggled. I’m so happy for her. She really deserve being happy.

After we ate dinner we played ‘truth or dare’ and it was so much fun playing it with the boys. Zayn already had to call Niall’s best friend and asked her for styling tips. Niall had to tweet that he loves Liam more than he loves food and we all know how much he loves food, right?

“Harry, I dare you to kiss Bec, for at least 2 minutes or you have to sleep outside tonight and it's cold by the way”, Louis grinned while he said that.

Well, thanks Lou, that’s exactly what I wanted to do with of my best friends.

Ok, I just need to take a deep breath, close my eyes and  the time will fly right? and most important to not try to fall in love with him even more.