A better life in London (One Direction / Harry Styles fanfic) COMPLETED

Chapter 21 ~

Helloooo. One of the last two chapters. The next is coming in the tomorrow or on Sunday ok? k. Over 400 new reads in the last two days. I love you lots guys

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One freaking week in New York and I’m still not talking to my boyfiend or can I even call him ‘my boyfriend’? I do love him, I swear to god but everything is just fucked up. We sat down in a coffee when my phone vibrated a few times.

*7 new messages*

Ehhh ok.. let’s see.

‘I know about the break. Stay strong and when you’re back come to me to get a hug! Louis x’

‘Sorry he ruined our trip. Pls be back safe for the concert later. First row seats ha !! Nialler’

‘Be I know you since the start and you’re my sis since our first talk and you always will no matter what he did. I'm just a bit sick of all the drama he makes. Live with it :) – Li xxx’

‘becci my fav girl, we love you never forget that, yeah? See you later. Zayn :) x’

Still 3 messages left but all the boys already send one. Please don’t let it be this person who I think it is. Just please.

‘I’m sorry what I put you through’

‘I still love you please let’s talk again’

‘ok I think that’s it. Hope you’ll enjoy the break or whatever it is but i'm done. Harry’

The last message sounded really rude and I was just pissed at him. Did he really have to text me?  Why did he even tell it all the boys? This is making everything much harder than it already is.

I decided to tell the girls what happened and they really were there for me. We talked about everything. How my life was before we met, how glad I was to have them all, how my life is now. After two hours they knew everything, right everything, about me and they still were there for me.

We finished talking about me and decided to do some shopping. Some fans asked us for pictures which cheered me up a lot. We had to go back to the hotel to get ready for the music festival. We changed our clothes and went to the concert. There were tons of fans and we quickly went through the backstage door to see the boys. I was afraid of seeing Harry but I couldn’t wait any longer to see my best friends.

“There you are love” Louis pulled me into a huge hug. “Thank you so much” I whispered in his ear. “anytime. Love you little hun” he murmured into my hair.

Then Zayn and Niall pulled me into a lovely hug. “Come here Be” Liam opened his arms. I nodded, looked at the ground and walked into his arms. “Go enjoy the concert.” He said and pushed me and the girls out of the door before I could even look at Harry. We sat down on our seats, talking to some fans. I realized I didn’t tweet since a while and put out my phone.

‘On the 1D concert with the girls. Good luck boys! It’s going to amazing xx’.

Within a minute I had tons of new mentions and RT’s. And guess what? The concert was one of the best concerts ever. They performed a few songs and then other artists performed. We haven’t watched all of them because Niall wanted to catch some food. We went to the McDrive and ate on our way back to the hotel.

*2 months later*

After the New York trip I haven’t saw the boys much. We still hung out but they were busy and to be honest, I was afraid to see Harry. We were still on our break. I remember when I went over to their apartment and I first saw him after the trip. You can’t imagine how sad he looked. I mean, did you ever see Harry Styles sad? It broke my heart. But we both never talked about it again even if we still loved each other. The boys tried to make us talk in some ‘truth or dare’ games but we never did it. We had a bit of love hate.