A better life in London (One Direction / Harry Styles fanfic) COMPLETED

Chapter 17 ~

HARRYS POV

Finally, after two months the boys and me headed back to our apartment in London. We had lots of recording and signing to do in the US and it was kinda hard for our girls. i mean, we already were used to it but the girls weren't. They texted us lots and it seemed like they spent lots of time together. Paul drove us to our apartment where the girls already waited. We all ran over to them and I pulled Bec into a huge hug.

"i missed my becci" I said while I kissed her.

"I missed my haz too" she replied.

We all went upstairs and sat down in the kitchen. I looked at Bec for a while. Something about her really changed. She still was pretty but when I met her she looked better. Healthier. After I called Bec's best friend he told me not to worry about it. That's what I tried. But now, I was more than just worried.

"Harry and Bec? Wanna have a sandwhich?" Louis pointed at the plate. I took one but stoped for a second when I noticed Bec didn't take one. I finally got it. Bec lost a lot of weight. She looked really really skinny. I went over to the coach to catch my laptop when Louis placed his hand on my shoulder.

"you are worried right?" he sat down on the coach. I nodded.

"me too. She is so skinny. Wait I'll ask El if she noticed anything while we weren't here." he stood up and came back with El. He hold her waist and they looked so happy together. You could tell they were perfect for each other. I just wished Bec and I would be as happy as they are.

Louis asked her if she noticed anything about Bec and her eating behavior. 

"I did, we all did. But I've an idea. What do you think if I'll take her out for the Little Mix concert and we'll talk with Bec about everything? I could ask Jade for tickets since we got really good friends" Eleanor took her phone to call Jade or whoever she was talking about. Louis told me she met Jade at a party the girls went to while we were out in the us. "Yeah do it. Bec needs help so please hurry" I said and bit my lip. "She'll be alright boo bear" Louis hugged me quickly.

BECS POV

Eleanor, Coco and I went home together. "Well Bec are you free tomorrow night?" El asked me.

"Yeah I think so. Why?" I looked up from my laptop

"I want you to come with me to the Little Mix concert. We could hang out with the girls and just enjoy the night." she smiled.

"Sure let's do it!"

*next day*

I went over to Eleanor's house to get ready for the concert. "Wanna cook some dinner before we go?" she walked into the kitchen. "nep thanks" i shook my head.

"Bec you need to eat something" she looked a bit worried but I smiled at her to make sure she thinks I'm not hungry. I was hungry but Eleanor and Danielle were so skinny and pretty. I always wanted to be proud of my body but I wasn't and that's exactly why I didn't eat. Also, i already lost Harry once and I couldn't lose him again just because I'm not perfect enoughf or him.

"anyway, we'll talk about this later. We've to go" she took an apple and we went into the car.  

We arrived at the concert and went backstage where I finally met Little Mix. Well short of, I just met two of them. the others were in another room to do some interviews.

"Bec this is Perrie and this is Jade" El pointed at the two girls who already smiled at me.

"nice to meet you" both said.

"nice to meet you, too" I laughed.

We still had 2 hours left till the concert and Eleanor and Jade went for a walk - so I was alone with Perrie. I really started to like her but we didn't talk much because she always was texting someone on the phone. "Who are you texting since.. uh almost an hour?" I laughed. "uh your boyfriend" she winked at me. "Ahh so what is he texting you about?" I sat down beside her. "Not much, just that he's really worried about you and I should talk with you about some stuff" she raised her shoulders. "well then.. let's talk. Why is he worried?" I was a bit shocked he texted a girl he never met before to tell her he is worried rather to text me.

"About you and your eat behavior..." she started but I cut her off. "Why don't they freaking get the fact I just want to be skinny? and he don't has to text YOU about that. It's my life not your's or Harry's. I'm fine." I said loud.

"Did you ever looked into a mirror? This isn't healthy anymore. Why do you do this to yourself? Bec, you're one of the prettiest girls I have ever met." she said after she noticed the tears in my eyes.

"I'm afraid I might lose Harry because I'm not skinny enough for him" I said in tears. Perrie pulled me into a hug and tried to calm me down.

"You won't lose him. He loves your personality, not your body. Don't ever do this again. You're stronger than the pressure to have a model body" she said while Eleanor and Jade came into the room.

"you already talked about everything?" El asked Perrie who just nodded. I fell into El's arm.

"You look stunning Becci, no matter what" she wiped away my tears.

"Thanks" I smiled at them.

Little Mix had to get ready for their concert and El and I went to our seats which were in the first row. The concert was amazing and after we said goodbye to the girls we went back to the boys. They planned a huge sleepover for us.

"Hey babe" Harry kissed my cheek. "Hi hazza" I smiled and we walked hand in handy into Harry's room. We just sat on his bed, doing nothing.

"So, Perrie and I talked about everything. Don't be worried about me." I broke the silence.

"But I am Bec. We all are" his green eyes looked sad. I looked down at the ground when his hand touched my skin but stopped at my tattoo.

"I know you're trying to forget what we went trough but you can't forget it. I didn't kiss this girl because of your body. She kissed me. We aren't perfect and I know there is a lot of pressure on you because some people send you hate. But look at Dani or El, they all got through it... with their boys and I want to get through this with you. It wouldn't be the same without you. Becci please just eat, you look perfect. You're freaking perfect to me." His lips met mine. Once again it felt like a firework.

"i love you" I murmured into his neck.

"i love you more" he smiled at me.

We went back down where the boys sat. They already waited for me to make them some hot chocolate and popcorn.

"I LOVE Y'ALL" i yelled into the room where they sat.

"WE LOVE YOU TOO" they yelled back to me and I laughed out loud.

We watched some movies when my phone vibrated.

'Bec how r u? glad i got to meet u. let's hang out really soon !! perrie xx'

'good thx how r u and the girls? you are amazing !! sure and thx again for talking. you saved me. Bec xx'

A second later I got a new message from Perrie.

'u r welcome. glad u feel better. we r good thx :) why dont u come over tomorrow? with all the boys and girls? write some songs or so? perrie xx'

"Perrie just asked me if we wanna come over to their house tomorrow? Write songs together since you both are writing for your new album?" I asked everyone.

They all nodded.

"And Zayni-boy, i think you'll like Perrie" he just grinned at me.

'Sure we'll come over! Zayn looks forward to meet ya haha. u will like him ;) see u tomorrow. lots of love bec xx' I texted back.