A better life in London (One Direction / Harry Styles fanfic) COMPLETED

Chapter 12 ~

"There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up, it's just learning to deal with the truth.."
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The date was amazing. It made me smile seeing the boys so happy after their first concert. We all enjoyed being able to spend time together. But you could tell Niall wasn’t that happy. He and Coco did everything together through the last two months and both just wanted to spent time on their one.
I wanted to text Niall as I realized Harry still had my phone because he wanted to carry my stuff. “Babe, can you give me my phone?” I smiled at him “Sure, but enjoy the night, alright?” he said quickly while he gave me my phone.

“Uhh boys, we’re really really proud of you, just saying” Danielle said loud so everyone hear her. The boys said their ‘thanks’ and grinned like small babies.

‘Nialler, are u ok? I could tell something is wrong with ya. Wanna talk? Becciii x ps smile, pleaseeee??’ I texted Niall. He quickly smiled at me while he read it.

Uhhh yeah, would be nice talking to someone… N x

I’m just someone? just kidding. Sure, let’s go for a walk? :) B x

Nep, you’re the best friend in the whole world ok? :D Yeb leggoo! N x

I laughed out loud and told Harry what’s going on. I loved how he didn’t even get jealously when I hang out with one of the boys. Niall and I went outside.

“What’s wrong Nialler? Coco mh?” I picked into his stomach to make him laugh.

“I think so…” he looked down at the ground

“I know you two spend a lot of time together, maybe too much but as long as you love her there is nothing to be unhappy about” I was kinda scared what he was talking about.

“Of course I love her. This tour is just the beginning. We as a boyband have so much to do, we won’t have much time. Last tour we weren’t even able to text our parents every day. I don’t want to leave you girls alone here, you know? Even if we just met a few months ago you and Coco keep us grounded and in the months we are not around so much will happen here and on tour and it kills me to know we all won't be able to talk and have just the time of our lives. It wouldn't be the same without you girls and I don't want to lose Coco. I just don’t want to change anything but it’ll change. It always changes. That's why I'm sad Bec.” His irish voice wasn’t that strong as it’s been before.

“gosh Niall. I know it’ll change but we have to let it change. And we’ll make it through it, we girls have each other and we’ll come over to some concerts and we just have to see what the tour brings. No one will lose anyone. I won't let you and Coco stop being so cute together” I hugged him and he put his head onto my shoulder – typical Horan hugs and I loved them. “Thanks Bec” he smiled. “No problem big bro but promise me you and the lads will always look for your carrier ok? Never stop living your dream just because of some girls” I winked at him.

We went back to the dinner and enjoyed the dessert. “What do you all think about spending the night outside? Looking at the stars, talking and just be together till our girls have to go back? Sleeping in the tour bus isn’t that cool..” Louis said while he pulled his arm around Eleanor. “Mate that sounded cliché but let’s do it! love the idea” Zayn said. We looked for some blankets in the bus and we went outside. I laid my head onto Harry’s chest, Niall had his arms around Coco, Eleanor laid on Louis legs, Danielle and Liam cuddled arm in arm under one blanket and Zayn (poor single boy aha) laid against Nialls back. (A/N Bec's outifit is in the sidebar)

“Look…” Louis pointed into the dark sky “Whenever we aren’t with our lovely girls we just go outside and look at the sky and we’ll remember this day ok?” he giggled and we all nodded smiling. Everything felt like in a sad movie. At one point, I was so damn proud of them but I was afraid to not see them for a while. They were my everything here.

I woke up in a tour bus wondering how I ended here. I realized I wasn’t even wearing my clothes. “Ah morning Becci. Harry put you in of his shirts one because you looked really uncomfortable last night” Zayn said while he was on his phone. I stood up, walked through the bus and found the other girls sitting on a couch. Harry walked over, hugged and kissed me and started to make me a toast. I almost forgot we had to leave today and we started saying goodbye to the boys.


Coco and I arrived at home after we went to Starbucks with Danielle and Eleanor. I walked into my room as I saw a small present laying there. I opened it and noticed it was a CD. With my laptop in my hand I ran down to Coco. We sat down on the coach, putting the CD into my laptop. And there it was..

"For Becci and Cocoiii" Louis voice said and then we heard the boys beautiful voices covering Ed Sheeran's "Wake me up". (A/N if you don't know the song, check it out. It's in the sidebar :))

‘I should ink my skin with your name
and take my passport out again
and just replace it‘

I heard Harry singing this part and it made me cry so hard. It sounded so beautiful. So much talent. After almost 4 minutes Coco and I were sitting there with tears in our eyes. We listened to it for something like 10 times, then picked up my phone and called Harry. It took a while until someone answered.

“Harry babe..” I stopped when I heard it wasn’t Harry.

“Uhhh, this is Harry’s phone, he’s not here right now. Can you call him later?” I heard a girl saying.

I was shocked hearing a girls voice on Harry’s iPhone. I ended the call. Disappointed.

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