A better life in London (One Direction / Harry Styles fanfic) COMPLETED

Chapter 15 ~

First of all I just wanted to thank you all for reading. almost 2k reads :D Anyways, if you were wondering where the lyrics from last chapter is from.. I wrote it on my own a while ago. And the lyrics from this chapter (You'll find out when you read it.) is from a original song from Boyce Avenue called 'not enough'. Check it out, it's amazing :D

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I sat on a chair, still reading Harry's note.

'...Lou just told me not to write to dramatically cuz you might start thinking this is the end or whatever. Bec, I do care about you and always did. I know we broke up in the worst way ever and I'm sorry we had to go through this. But, I want to ask you for a second chance, I swear to god I'll do my best to be a better boyfriend. We had an amazing time and I miss you. I miss you more than I thought I could miss a person. I miss you more than I miss anyone else. Please text me when you found this. Please. Harry xxxxxx' It took me a while to realize what he wrote. For me. I mean he could have every girl in this world but he tried to get me back.

"And? Will you text him? Gosh just do it. We all know you still love each other but you both are just too dumb to talk" Dani gave me my iPhone. I typed for 5 minutes trying to find the perfect words.

'read your note :) xxxx' was all what my text said.

"GIRLS SHE DID IT SHE TEXTED HIM!" Dani yelled and ran to El and Coco. I followed her while I looked at my screen waiting for Harry's reply. But he didn't wrote me back.

After the boys came back from their sound check we all went into our own hotel rooms. I just laid in my bed and checked twitter while I listened to music.

I replied to a few mentions I had.

@Louis_Tomlinson: @Bec_1D baby sis when will yah finally bring your ass over for some hot chocolate? hot chocolate at night is awesome

@Bec_1D: @Louis_Tomlinson uhhh, idk wait give me your hoodie and I'll make us some hot chocolate aha

I was about to stand up when Louis jumped into my room and throw his hoodie at me. It was my all time favorite thing to wear and he always gave it to me. (A/N the hoodie is in the sidebar woop!)

"Thanks" I grinned and put it over my top.

We walked into the kitchen where I made us some hot chocolate. After we enjoyed drinking it we started joking around when I suddenly landed on the floor. My foot started to hurt like hell. Somehow I always manage to hurt myself. Louis helped me up and carried me into his bed.

"Psh, it's ok baby cake. Don't die best friend. Don't die" he sang to an inventedmelody. He started to look if my foot was alright. Thanks god I just had some really big bluestain.

I fell asleep while Louis texted Eleanor. She, Dani and Coco went out with Zayn, Niall and Liam. We didn't have any clue where Harry was.

I woke up as I heard a knock at the hotel room door.

"Yeah?" I said sleepy.

"Uhm are you ok? Louis told me what happened. Want to talk? You know.. about us" Harry stuttered. I nodded and he sat down in front of me. "So? How is life treating you since we split up?" He asked and raised his eyebrow which was quite sexy.

"Well it was ok. When you lose someone who was the only person you loved you can't just move on like you did before. Anyway I was ok. What about you?"

"Wait you really loved me? Except that I locked myself into my hotel rooms for three days it was ok. Honestly it was the worst time ever. Everything could be so perfect but you don't want to give us a try..." he swallowed and looked me straight into my eyes. His green eyes finally started to shine again. "I did Harry. I would lie if I said I didn't like you." I stood up walking into Niall's room and grabbed his guitar and walked back where Harry was. He gave me a questioning look.

"I loved you too and I still do" he murmured. "I just do this because Niall said me to do it and please don't laugh at me but I wrote a song. About the break up. Wanna hear it?" I blushed. "Sure just go for it. Don't blush, I did the same" he smiled at me. Wow no one ever wrote a song for me. I tried to play it cool (A/N: BUT WHEN I'M LOOKING AT YOU LALALA) and started playing the song I played for Niall.

As I was finished I looked up to Harry who was sitting there with an indescribable look at his face.

"Uff, this is insane Bec. Didn't know you have such amazing writing skills. Wait do you wanna hear mine song for? I wrote it with Louis because he said it would help me through it" After I nodded he started singing.

"So much for the here and now

It's all the same now

I wish everything would change

You can't believe a word he says 

You can't believe

I know you've been lost

You've said it before

So said it again now

I know you've been lost

You're begging for more

But it's not enough"

I tried to control myself but I started crying everything out of me. When he was singing the 'I know you've been lost, you've said it before, so said it again now' part I pulled my hand on my tattoo. He noticed my reaction, put away the guitar and carefully pulled me into a hug. I nooded quickly to show him I was alright with the hug.

"So you liked it?" he grinned at me. I nodded and blushed, again. My phone rang when we were just sitting there in this silence.

"Uh yeah.. I'm with Harry.. ok.. now I won't tell you anything... Ok. We'll come over.. yeah.. See you in a minute... shut up haha.. bye" I hang up.

"What's up?" Harry asked me.

"Liam wants us to join them for dinner now." I stood up, still wearing Louis hoodie and waited for Harry to walk down with me.

He also stood up and I was about to open the door when he held my arm.

"I don't want to end it here Bec. We were about to reunite and if we'll stop here we'll never come back to this." I said nothing, just looking at him for a minute.

I couldn't control myself and rushed my lips onto his. It killed me seeing his soft lips and not being able to kiss them. He ripped up his eyes but kissed me back. After a few seconds I pulled away. "Alright, now we can go after everything is said" he put his hand around my waist and we walked over to the others who were smiling at us as they saw us arm in arm.

My phone vibrated because I got a twitter notification. Louis posted a picture of me and Harry - his arm was still around my waist.

@Louis_Tomlinson: Finally, two love birds. My baby cake @Bec_1D and Harry_Styles are almost as cute as me and El xx

I giggled and then we went out into a restaurant which only opened for us so we could be on our own for once.

"I've to tell you all something" Danielle grinned at us.