The Demon Angel

Chapter 18: Love?!

Ugggghhh. I feels like my heads is going to explode! I just recently wake up in this body after Shi took it! Oh, I forgot what happens! Wait, paano ko nga pala makakalimutan kung wala naman akong ala-ala nung si Shi ang gumamit ng katawan ko. She's the trouble maker and ako ang taga-linis kung may lilinisin nga ba sa mga kalat ni Shi.

"Are you okay? Do you want water? Do you feel sick? Do you want me to-"

"OH! JUST SHUT UP YOUR FREAKING MOUTH!" For goodness sake! Sino ba naman ang hindi maiirita kung paggising mo bubungad sayo ang boses ng isang absolutely Stupid Arrogant Jerk Tyrone! Napayuko naman siya bigla. Oh just the fuck!

"GET THE HELL AND OUT!" I just actually yelled at the clinic. But I thought si Alexz ang kasama ko kanina. So, what the hell is he doing here?

"No! I'm not going to! You know me, Krystal!" matigas niyang sabi. Sa inis ko, agad akong tumayo pero ang sakit ng ulo ko kaya napa-upo rin lang ako. Arrrgghh

"Look at you! Ni tumayo nga lang di mo pa kaya. So, tell me, paano mo aalagan ang sarili mo ngayon kong kumuha nga lang ng sarili mong maiinom hindi mo kaya."

"I don't need your help! And I will never going to need to your help!" I angrily said. Medyo nagulat siya ng bahagya sa naging sagot ko.

"Kahit na ipagtabuyan mo pa ako hindi ako aalis. And besides, pinangako ko sa mga kapatid mo na aalagaan kita sa ayaw mo man o sa gusto. Krystal, 'wag kang mangtaboy ng mga taong gustong pumasok sa buhay mo." he said back. For a mean time I was stunned pero for a mean time lang.

"And why would I? Would I allow you to enter my life?" If you're my enemy...

"Because I won't hurt nor make you feel sad! I'm here to care for you!" LIAR!!

"And why would you do that? You don't know me! You don't know my real!"

"You're right! I don't know you, but I can know you! Just allow me to enter your life!" he calmly said.

"And what if I allow you? What if nakilala mo kung ano ako? Kung sino ako? Paano pag nalaman mo kung anong buhay ang mayron ako? Would you still stay by my side knowing all of that?" Please say no! Say you wouldn't!

"You doubt me, Krystal, don't you?" I just nod.

"Let me tell you this... Kung ano man ang malalaman ko sayo hindi mag babago ang nararamdaman ko! I will still stay by your side no matter what happens! Hindi kita iiwanan. My loves for you can do that!" I still have doubts.

"Just allow me! I'll court you!" nabigla ako sa sinabi niya. He'll court me? Can I really afford to let him enters my life?

"What are you-"

"Give me chance. I'll prove to you that you will never regret this! Just please let me enter!" he begged. What would I do. I was speechless and at the same time I was stunned. Hindi ko alam na may ganito pa lang side ang isang Wenz Tyrone Jeon!

"You already know the answe-" he cut me.

"I am not asking you, Krystal. I will court you because you like it or not. I will court you to prove that I like.... No..... I love you!" He already loves me?

"No, Tyrone, impossible. Hindi love ang nararamdaman mo! Maybe, it is just infatuation. Yes! You're just infatuated!" what's wrong? Bakit anlakas ng tibok ng puso ko?

"It is the first time you called me by my name!" he said smiling. Parang biglang tumigil yung mundo ko ng ngumiti siya.

"Can I kiss you!" huh?

"Wha-" he cut me by kissing me. It was passionate yet nakakalasing. May parte sa akin na nagsasabing itigil to at hindi ito tama. Pero mas malaki ang nag sasabing ituloy lang. Napapikit na lang ako, kusa ding sumabay ang labi ko sa labi niya.

"I love you!" he said between our kisses. Doon lang ako nag karoon ng ulirat na kailangan 'tong itigil. Itinulak ko siya at sinampal.

"Leave me alone!" walang gana kong sabi saka humiga patalikod sa kanya. Narinig ko naman siyang bumuntong hininga bago umalis. Mali ito! Kailangan ng iwasan ko siya para hindi na ito lumala

"Are you okay now, Krystal?" bumangon ako para harapin si Lance. What if I said that I am not okay.

"Yes, I am!" Liar.

"Binantayan ka ni Tyrone?" tumango na lang ako sa tanong niya.

"He confessed!" and what should I do?

"........" he didn't respond but still I continued.

"I asked him.... Why would I allow him to enter my life? And if I allow him... Paano pag nalaman niya kung anong mayron sa buhay ko, kung sino talaga ako.... Anong gagawin niya, mananatili pa din kaya siya sa tabi ko."

"........"

"Alam mo ba kung ano ang sagot niya? Nakaka-tawa nga eh.... He said, kung ano ang malalaman niya sakin hindi niya ako iiwan at hindi magbabago ang nararamdaman niya para sa akin and that what love can do.... Funny isn't?"

"You're crying!" at last nag salita din siya.

"I don't know what to do, Lance! Gusto kong pigilan pa ito bago pa lumala." I said between my sobs. Hindi mo naman ako masisisi na ganito ang mararamdaman ko. Aside from Lance, Kuya Dale, Alexz and Jeff kayla Zarnia pa lang ako nakakaranas ng pag mamahal.

"I see!" he said smiling widely but I can see in his eyes the pain and happiness.... But why pain?

"What do you mean?"

"This is the first time I see you crying at the same time smiling sa isang lalaki na nag tapat ng nararamdaman sayo, Krystal! You already improved a lot!" I can't get it. Pwede naman niya akong i-diretsyo.

"You're in love! And worst kay Tyrone pa, our great ENEMY!" Impossible.....