What Labels Cause

The Secrets Come Out At Parties

My mind has been going crazy. I can't believe that he's making me this way...I'm only in high school I don't even know what the hell I'm doing! The possibility for love for me is long gone. It was just a good moment, nothing more.

Brushing the thoughts off, I walk into the house, alone. Lexus left earlier saying she wanted to talk to Nick. I have no idea where Cain is. Looking around I see all familiar party faces and some new ones. I make my rounds saying hi while grabbing some beer.

"Hey baby," Nick says grabbing me around the waist. I see Monika and wave. She smiles and gives me the knowing look. I roll my eyes, I plan on keeping my end of the promise to Lexus.

"Hey Nick," I smile and turn around, wrapping my arms around him. He looks down and frowns.

"Don't look behind you, just keep facing me and act like you're loving it," He whispers in my ear. Normally I'd go alone with it, but due to me in a strange way, curiously I looked behind me to find Cain making out with some brunette, coming out of one of the first floor guest rooms. Curiosity killed the cat.

That expression feels accurate right about now.

Tears threaten to spill. I shove them back, blinking hard. He's just like him.

"Let's go to my room," Nick suggests. I nod numb to any promise and feelings but first, chug my beer and his before I follow him up the stairs. Entering his room I grab the bottle of vodka on his coffee table, and start gulping it down, choking on the burn, forgetting beer before hard liquor is never a good idea.

"Easy babe," Nick takes it from me before sipping from it and grabbing my face. I look into his bright green eyes. We both lean in and attack each other's mouths. This isn't new for us, when one of us is hurting we do it. The taste of salt and vodak strangely is turning me on. I kiss him trying to forget Cain.

"Nick, no-oh, role play," I moan out when he starts sucking my neck. He listens. Next thing I know I'm on the bed with his entering me. I gasp at the familiar length. I move my body with his, creating a fast rhythm. We come together, our bodies beading in sweat. I climb on top.

"Oh shit." He whispers closing his eyes when I direct myself on him, sliding down. I gasp again, grinding on the pleasure. I start moving up and down slowly before I feel his hands helping me, I cry out his name and he moans mine. I come first, before he flips me and finishes himself.

"Baby, I've missed you," He drawls out and creates the distance he knows I like, we lay there for a little while in silence before I flip on my stomach. I feel him slide me down. I smile and he leans over me, I feel his hard length, and kisses my back to my lips, before pulling away and massaging me. The pleasure is unbelievable.

"Cain. Oh baby," I close my eyes, in pure bliss of his massage. My blurred feelings spoke. Crap.

"What the hell? Mercedes I'm not Cain!" Nick stops and moves away.

Shit.

I hear a loud cry and I whip my head to see Lexus on the ground crying.

"Lex?" Nick says. I sit up and start getting dressed.

"How fucking could you two?! HOW!" She screams.

"We've done this before Lexus..?" I say timidly. I search in the sheets, barely seeing trying to find my bra. Found it!

"NO! He lied! You asshole you lied" she screams pointing at Nick. I look at him.

"What're you talking about?!" I yell. All this yelling and crying is giving me a headache!

She starts sobbing hard. "He told me I was different that he didn't have feelings for you anymore! He said he wanted more with me! He said he wanted us together! I fucking gave him my virginity! He didn't even suggest his room! He said no one goes in there! WHAT THE HELL!" She's choking on her tears and I move closer to her.