𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐘𝐎𝐔 | 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘

eleven

— "fuck the diamonds
and the pearls,"

GRAYSON

i ran through my front door, shutting it loudly. tears continued to stream down my face as i ran up to my room slamming the door shut.

i knew my mom was home and i knew she would be worried. but i didn't want her to bother me so i locker door, climbing onto my bed.

i let the tears fall, i didn't let them stop. i sobbed into my pillow as my head started to hurt.

my phone started to ring and i honestly didn't want to talk to anyone. i just wanted to cry for the night.

but realizing it could be jack i reaches over answering the call. when i saw jack grow into the screen i softly smiled but sniffled on accident.

now he'll get involved.

incoming call from jack💘
[✔️] accept [ ] decline

JACK: "hey baby- are you okay what's wrong?"

his voice was full of concern and worry.

ME: "i'm fine jack"

i said trying to sound as normal as possible.

JACK: grayson don't do that. what happened? are you crying?

ME: it's just school jack

JACK: what happened baby? is it homework? are you stressed?

he asked softly.
he cares.

ME: no it's just-

i stopped myself thinking of whether i should talk to him about this or not.

ME: do you think i'm pretty?

he didn't say anything for a bit which made my stomach twist.

JACK: grayson... of course i think you are beautiful. you are my favorite kind of beautiful. you are gorgeous, stunning and everything beyond beautiful. i love you because your beautiful, your pretty and you are enough. your heart is warm, kind, and a beautiful place to be held in. of course you are beautiful.

i didn't want to say anything.
i slowly starting to stop crying.

JACK: what happened at school?

ME: everything

JACK: tell me baby

ME: i'm fine jack it's okay now, i'm feeling better now. i seriously don't want you to get involved. i'll ask my mom if i can stay home tomorrow.

JACK: "i wont get involved just tell me gray."

ME: "chad, blake-"

JACK: "blake whitman?"

ME: "mhm. elaine, alana, taylor-" i sighed not even wanting to list anyone else, "everyone really,"

he didn't say anything he just let me continue.

ME: they made me question everything about myself. this wasn't even my fault and chad was friend and he was supposed to help me. i don't have the best rep in the school. blake literally through himself onto me and elaine being the bitch she slapped me, alana came in and started insulted me really bad as more people came into the hallway everyone was looking. blake was laughing. chad is annoying and following blake and chad freaking grabbed my hair and pulled me out of the hallway with the rest and i don't even know why but i didn't do anything!"

JACK: "what the fuck? they did that?! i'm so sorry i wasn't there to protect you princess but-,"

ME: "that's the thing. they said i was nothing without you. but they're right i am. they were saying how you left me-" my breath hitched as i didn't want to continue "and how you told chad that you didn't love me,"

JACK: "are you serious? grayson i love you with my whole ass heart. don't listen to them. i love you so much you wouldn't understand. i love you more than i love myself grayson. please believe dont listen to them they're just playing with you. i love you so much baby,"

ME: "i love you too j,"

he smiled at me in the camera.

JACK:"i cant wait to home to you baby,"

ME: "i'm so excit-,"

knock knock

"grayson, honey?"

— AUTHORS NOTE
okay so vvv bad
problematic scene