Well... the other day I went to go meet my teachers for sKoOL and I saw mY cRuSh. So then when we were outside looking at our first period classes, he just looked so depressed. Like when I gave him that friendly smile he just gave me the half smile. Maybe it was because my parents were around. He seems very shy around my parents and idk why. He like completely ignored me and my parents. He only said "hello..." to my mom bc she said "Hello! :D" and like I saw one of my best friends mom, so we stopped and talked for a little. Then he passed by and like, I KID YOU NOT, he passed by like we weren't even there. Like for real. I was pretty ticked off. But then right after I met my teachers and stuff, I sent him my schedule and he was talking to me somewhat normally (we have like 3 classes together so yay I guess...)
BUT U KNO WHAT MADE MY DAY BETTER? MY SECOND CRUSH.
OKAY SO LIKE HE PASSED BY WITH THAT RESTING HOT GUY FACE?? AND LIKE HE GLANCED OVER AT ME BUT HE LOOKED AWAY. WE SAW HIM LIKE TWICE AND MY MOM AND I STARTED GIGGLING BC SHE KNOWS I LIKE HIM. AND LIKE HE SPEAKS SPANISH WHICH IS EVEN MORE HOT. AND LIKE OH MY GOD.
My recent crush. The one that likes me. Seems to not really care that much anymore. Idk. I just feel like he doesn't... ;[
But I mean my mom LOVES the second crush considering I don't even talk to him. She thinks he's really really cute. YOU GO ON MOM WITH CHA BAD SELF😏😉😝😂 She rates him an 8/10 lmfaooo
But yeah. My first crush is SUPPOSEDLY supposed to come to my b-day. But Idk anymore. I really really want to talk to my second crush but I'm WAAAAYYYYY to stupid AND scared to bc he has like a lot of friends that are girls (POPULAR ONES) and a lot of friends that are boys (POPULAR ONES) and if they saw him talking to me they'd probably make fun of me or be like, "Why yu talkin' to <second crushes name>? Yu ain't his type go away 🙄" bc ik they won't like me 😑 And he WILL NOT like me and he doesn't. Bc ik :(
So yeah.... idk WHAT is up with my boo who isn't my boo. He seems to be like 'whatever' now 😢 Yes, I still love him for who he is, but he seems to not care at all. I am one pressed sister 😑😠😪
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RandomBasically I spam stuff about my crush and stuff he does. Maybe this will contain more boys. Idfk. You don't have to read this book. So, ya. Wtf??
