I guess I should stop asking people to hang out with me.
I know no one wants to
I'm alone and it's so hard
Especially when your friends throw their relationship out there
I have to learn to do things on my own
And I'm slowly doing so
But every once in a while it's nice to have a friend around
Then again, it's like my friends don't even care.
They have other friends and significant others
I'm just a buddy that shows up when everyone else fails to show
Or they use me for rides.
Since I'm one that has a car and can drive people around.
But at least I'm needed then right?
At least I can get my very needed friendship then, right?
Whatever they need i'm there
But now that I need people in my life more then ever
They seem to fade away
To keep their distance
I spare saying stupid things to keep them from getting annoyed but lately that's all I feel I'm doing.
I'm driving people away slowly and I don't know how to turn the car around on a one way street.
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Thoughts
RomanceI've always been one to keep quiet and write my thoughts. Afraid to actually tell people. Here no one knows who I am and some people can relate to the things i'm saying.
